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the beauty of decay

by chuckofish

I’ve always been drawn to ruins — whether that has anything to do with where I grew up, I leave to your imagination — but I think Mervyn Peake got it exactly right when he wrote in his magnificent Gormenghast trilogy:
“Titus sat down by the side of the road and frowned. He had been born and bred to the assumption that buildings were ancient by nature, and were and always had been in the process of crumbling away. The white dust lolling between the gaping bricks; the worm in the wood; the weed dislodging the stone; corrosion and mildew; the crumbling patina; the fading shades; the beauty of decay.”

Famous movie cats

by chuckofish

abcNEWS.com has a list of the 5 Most Memorable Movie Cats and it’s pretty weak: http://abcnews.go.com/Entertainment/wireStory?id=13429213 (Why don’t they ask Mary before they put these things together?)

But, really, how could they leave out Thomasina!

Day in Autumn

by chuckofish

By Rainer Maria Rilke
(Translated By Mary Kinzie)

After the summer’s yield, Lord, it is time
to let your shadow lengthen on the sundials
and in the pastures let the rough winds fly.

As for the final fruits, coax them to roundness.
Direct on them two days of warmer light
to hale them golden toward their term, and harry
the last few drops of sweetness through the wine.

Whoever’s homeless now, will build no shelter;
who lives alone will live indefinitely so,
waking up to read a little, draft long letters,
and, along the city’s avenues,
fitfully wander, when the wild leaves loosen.

from: http://www.poetryfoundation.org/

Writing advice 101

by chuckofish

“When in doubt have a man come through the door with a gun in his hand.”
–Raymond Chandler

The elegance of the hedgehog

by chuckofish

I was not crazy about this bestseller by Muriel Barberry. But I thought this passage was spot-on perfect about the feeling one has as a high-schooler in a choir. I felt the same way when I would attend a band or orchestra or choir concert back when my children were in school.

“Every time, it’s the same thing. I feel like crying, my throat goes all tight and I do the best I can to control myself but sometimes it gets close: I can hardly keep myself from sobbing. So when they sing a canon I look down at the ground because it’s just too much emotion at once: it’s beautiful, and everyone singing together, this marvelous sharing. I’m no longer myself, I am just one part of a sublime whole, to which the others also belong, and I always wonder at such moments why this cannot be the rule of everyday life, instead of being an exceptional moment, during a choir.”

It is true, as C. S. Lewis said, that we read in order to know that we are not alone.

Sad song for a Monday morning

by chuckofish

Gillian Welch

I really like the song “Annabelle”, especially the chorus:

“And we can not have all things to please us
No matter how we try
Until we’ve all gone to Jesus
We can only wonder why”

Well, it is Monday morning!

Evensong

by chuckofish

I went to Evensong tonight because I do love that service.

I was recruited immediately to read the first lesson. I did not sound like Anthony Hopkins I’m afraid, but I did my best.
And I was rewarded with this:
“‘For who has known the mind of the Lord so as to instruct him?’ But we have the mind of Christ.”
Awesome.
And, of course, St. Augustine’s great evening prayer:
Keep watch , dear Lord,with those who work, or watch, or weep this night, and give thine angels charge over those who sleep. Tend the sick, Lord Christ; give rest to the weary, bless the dying, soothe the suffering, pity the afflicted, shield the joyous; and all for thy love’s sake. Amen.
Let us bless the Lord.

The upward call

by chuckofish

From today’s lectionary: “…that I may know him and the power of his resurrection, and may share his sufferings, becoming like him in his death;that if possible I may attain the resurrection from the dead. Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect; but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brethren, I do not consider that I have made it my own; but one thing I do, forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”

Don’t you always hear the voice of Anthony Hopkins when you read the words of St. Paul? Well, I do. (Yes, yes, and God is Ralph Richardson, but that’s another post.)

Anyway, these are good lines to keep close in our pockets during the week ahead. The past is prologue; onward and upward.

Happy birthday, Truman Capote

by chuckofish

This is a good excuse to watch Infamous starring Toby Jones as Truman Capote and Sandra Bullock as his friend Harper Lee. It’s a really good movie and Jones is wonderful as Capote. He makes it crystal clear why people loved him. There are some priceless scenes, like the one where he’s winning over Jeff Daniels (as the D.A. in Kansas) and his wife by talking about movie stars on Christmas Day. Hysterically funny, but it still makes you cry–a really good movie!

Read anything good lately?

by chuckofish

“I’ve been reading the old books, books that I’ve read before. The first time you read a book, you don’t read it at all carefully; you just read it for the story. You have to keep rereading. Every year or so I read Shakespeare straight through. But then I go to the latest by Agatha Christie or Rex Stout. I read every book of theirs. I do like a book with an elaborate plot. But I haven’t any definite plan of reading. I read almost everything, and I like anything that’s good.”
–P.D. Wodehouse

Peter Vilhelm Ilsted, Woman Reading by Candlelight, 1908

I’m with P.D. I’ve never understood people who don’t re-read books. I do it all the time. I like to read Raymond Chandler on a semi-regular basis, and since he only wrote a few books, one must re-read. I also think of books by Jan Karon and Alexander McCall Smith as a sort of comfort food. Nothing calms the soul like a visit to Mitford or Botswana. This past summer I re-read a lot of Eudora Welty. And, of course, there’s J.D. Salinger. His oeuvre is small, but every once in awhile a new gem is unearthed. I found a short story of his in a copy of The Best Short Stories of the Saturday Evening Post–wow! And sometimes when we re-read a book that we read many years ago at a spectacularly younger age, we discover a whole new book. This was the case when I recently read Ivanhoe by Sir Walter Scott. What a great book! (Sometimes, it must be noted, the opposite is true–when a much-loved book doesn’t quite measure up on the second go-round.)

The best re-reading is scripture. Over and over until it enters this dullard’s brain and lives there. Like Sky Masterson says: “Don’t tangle with me on the Good Book. I must’ve read it through at least a dozen times.”