dual personalities

“Resolution One: I will live for God. Resolution Two: If no one else does, I still will.”

by chuckofish

Today is the birthday of Jonathan Edwards (October 5, 1703 – March 22, 1758).

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American revivalist preacher, philosopher, and theologian, Edwards played a critical role in shaping the First Great Awakening and oversaw some of the first revivals in 1733–35 at his church in Northampton, Massachusetts.

He attended Yale University (then Collegiate School of Connecticut) in 1716 just before reaching the age of 13, at a time when entrance into college required fluency in Latin, Greek and Hebrew. Four years and one intense conversion later, he graduated as valedictorian, received his Masters of Divinity from Yale in 1722 and went on to become one of America’s most renowned theologians and philosophers, and, according to Yale’s website, “a testimony to Yale’s mind-altering powers.” Righto.

Today there is still a college at Yale named after him (their mascot is, of course, a spider) and there is the Jonathan Edwards Center whose mission is “to support inquiry into the life, writings, and legacy of Jonathan Edwards by providing resources that encourage critical appraisal of the historical importance and contemporary relevance of America’s premier theologian.”

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Here are his 70 Resolutions, which ought to be read on a regular basis.

Keeping in mind #20 (Resolved, to maintain the strictest temperance in eating and drinking), I will toast old JE tonight.

The first instance that I remember of that sort of inward, sweet delight in God and divine things, that I have lived much in since, was on reading those words, I Timothy 1:17, “Now unto the King, eternal, immortal, invisible, the only wise God, be honor and glory forever and ever, Amen.” As I read the words, there came into my soul, and was as it were diffused through it, a sense of the glory of the Divine Being; a new sense, quite different from any thing I ever experienced before. Never any words of Scripture seemed to me as these words did. I thought with myself, how excellent a Being that was, and how happy I should be, if I might enjoy that God, and be rapt up to him in heaven; and be as it were swallowed up in him forever! I kept saying, and as it were singing, over these words of Scripture to myself; and went to pray to God that I might enjoy him; and prayed in a manner quite different from what I used to do, with a new sort of affection. (The Works of Jonathan Edwards)

“Tonight we sail, on a radio song”*

by chuckofish

Well, the news media, after waffling back and forth, finally confirmed that Tom Petty died Monday night.

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He was my brother’s age and he always reminded me of my brother’s friend Mike, who was such a nice boy. I have fond memories of going to a Cardinals baseball game with him. He was funny and didn’t ignore me, the no-doubt annoying nine-year old sister.

Mike was the neglected third son of a distracted, divorced single mother. In high school he was packed off to a boarding school and after that he was a hippie. I met him once years later when he was married with kids, I think, and a carpenter or something like that–something very different anyway than his St. Louis Country Club background would have suggested. He was as nice as ever though and happy to talk to me.

Anyway, he and Tom Petty had the same vibe, so, right or wrong, I assume Tom Petty was a good guy too. I always liked him and will miss him. As Bob Dylan said, “It’s shocking, crushing news. I thought the world of Tom. He was a great performer, full of the light, a friend, and I’ll never forget him.”

Here are “14 Essential Tom Petty songs” chosen by the NYT. Not surprisingly the list does not include my favorite:

Into paradise may the angels lead thee; and at thy coming may the martyrs receive thee, and bring thee into the holy city Jerusalem.

*You Wreck Me by Michael W. Campbell / Tom Petty

Thoughts and prayers

by chuckofish

Pierre Bonnard (October 3, 1867 — January 23, 1947) was a French painter and printmaker, as well as a founding member of the Post-Impressionist group of avant-garde painters Les Nabis. Today is his birthday, so here are a few of his paintings to enjoy.

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bonnard-the-open-window-1921-118x96-cm-the-phillips-colle.jpgThe last painting (above) can be seen in the Phillips Gallery in Washington D.C. and is a favorite of daughter #2. I have a magnet on my refrigerator to commemorate my lovely visit there with her.

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And I’m with the PBR.

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“To will and to work for his good pleasure”*

by chuckofish

I got to read both lessons in church on Sunday–I don’t know why–and that was super fun as they were good ones from Ezekiel and Philippians. I actually got to say, “Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling”! This gave me great joy–it’s the little things, right?

The weather was beautiful, so I convinced the OM to accompany me on a little outing on Saturday, the aforementioned trek down to Jefferson Barracks and the Missouri Civil War Museum. I had heard that it was a good museum, but we were still pleasantly surprised to find a very professionally appointed museum with interesting displays.12505902095_33d1b4f5f2_b.jpgUpon arriving we watched the typical opening video describing how the organization was incorporated in 2002 for the sole purpose of saving the historic Jefferson Barracks 1905 Post Exchange Building and converting it into a Civil War museum, library, and educational center. We learned that since opening in June 2013, it has become one of the largest Civil War Museums in the nation and will be one of the largest Civil War research libraries in the nation as well.  Its focus is entirely on Missouri’s role in the American Civil War.

Well done! I encourage you to support such small enterprises and to take your children to visit them. They survive on ticket sales and donor contributions. I know the boy would have loved this museum when he was a child. Hopefully, he will take the wee babes to visit when they are a little older. (BTW, two of their great-grandfathers are buried at Jefferson Barracks, so they could check that out as well.) Next on my list is the Museum of Missouri Military History in Jefferson City. They do not have a website, but they do have a very active Facebook page and it looks interesting!

Also, I finished Jan Karon’s To Be Where You Are, which I loved, and Jennifer Worth’s Call the Midwife.  Now I am back to asking the old question, “What to read now?”

I watched the under-rated Tom Horn (1979) which I enjoyed very much.

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Screen Shot 2017-10-01 at 2.16.04 PM.pngI trimmed the ivy on the patio and tidied the inside of my house. I did what my Aunt Susanne used to call “desk work.” And I got ready for a Sunday night visit from the wee babes and their parents.

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*Philippians 2:13

The trouble with perfect movies

by chuckofish

is that they make it hard to tolerate mediocre ones. Fortunately, today’s post is about one of the perfect ones, The Trouble with Harry (1955), starring the incomparable Edmund Gwenn, Mildred Natwick, and John Forsythe, and introducing Shirley MacLaine and Jerry Mathers.  Filmed in pristine rural Vermont, the Trouble with Harry combines great situational comedy with spectacular scenery and an assortment of sweetly eccentric characters.

While on  a tramp through the woods, young Arnie (Jerry Mathers) finds a corpse.

High jinks ensue as different people believe they are responsible for the ‘murder’ and try to dispose of the body, which gets buried and exhumed about three times. Everyone seems to take the crisis in stride as they approach the back-breaking toil with resignation and plenty of witty dialogue.

The script includes some priceless exchanges, including this conversation between  young Arnie and the dreamy artist, Sam Marlow (John Forsythe).

Sam Marlowe: Perhaps I’ll come back tomorrow.

Arnie: When’s that?

Sam Marlowe: The day after today.

Arnie: That’s yesterday. Today’s tomorrow.

Sam Marlowe: It was.

Arnie: When was tomorrow yesterday?

Sam Marlowe: Today.

Arnie: Oh, sure. Yesterday.

Aside from being amusing, that conversation actually ends up playing an integral part in the resolution of the whole story. Imagine that — a script that is both funny and tightly plotted! The direction and comedic timing of the actors are just perfect.

Who but Mildred Natwick (Miss Graveley) and Edmund Gwenn (the captain) could make afternoon tea both hilariously horrifying and romantic?

As the Captain admires a large tea cup that Miss Gravely purchased earlier in the day:

Captain: A real handsome man’s cup.

Miss Graveley: It’s been in the family for years. My father always used it… until he died.

Captain: I trust he died peacefully. Slipped away in the night?

Miss Graveley: He was caught in a threshing machine.

Hitchcock’s restrained direction allows the actors to play their roles to perfection, but the movie’s greatest asset is its script. Forgive me for harping on this point in recent posts, but I can’t help it. Nowadays, too many movie-makers seem to have forgotten the fundamental necessity of a good script.

Watch or re-watch The Trouble with Harry. It’s the perfect Fall movie and is guaranteed to raise your spirits (pun intended!).

A little romance etc.

by chuckofish

The end of September is upon us! This busy week has flown by and the rest of the year, I have no doubt, will fly by as well. This weekend I will do my best to slow down.

I’m going to finish my Mitford book. I’m going to organize some stuff at home. Maybe I’ll get the OM to drive down to Jefferson Barracks with me. They have a Civil War Museum there which I have never visited. I was reminded of it when I read that on September 30 in 1843 Ulysses Grant arrived at Jefferson Barracks, south of St. Louis, for assignment to the 4th Infantry.

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While stationed there, a West Point classmate, Frederick Dent, Jr., invited Grant to his parent’s home, White Haven, on the Gravois Road. After Dent went west with his regiment, Ulysses continued to visit the Dents–and in particular his sister, Julia Dent. When he was assigned to duty in the Southwest, Ulysses had to make a mad ride from Jefferson Barracks, perilously crossing the Des Peres River at flood stage to say goodbye to Julia.

He arrived at White Haven wet and disheveled. Then, in Grant’s words, “I mustered up courage to make known, in the most awkward manner imaginable, the discovery I had made on learning that the 4th infantry had been ordered away from Jefferson Barracks.”

Julia’s recollection was more romantic: “He declared his love and told me that without me life would be insupportable.” He gave her his ring and she gave him a lock of her hair.

It was quite a while before they saw each other again. Four years later on August 22, 1848, they were married at Julia’s home in St. Louis. They were a devoted couple through thick and thin, through war and separation, and all the way to the White House.

BTW, there is a new biography of Grant. Here’s the review in the New Yorker. I don’t think I’ll be reading this book, even though it is actually pretty positive. No one today really gets U.S. Grant except maybe John Keegan:

“In 1861, on the eve of the Civil War, Grant, aged thirty-nine, with four children at home and scarcely a penny in the bank, had made no mark on the world and looked unlikely to do so, for all the boom conditions of mid-century America. His Plymouth Rock ancestry, his specialist education, his military rank, which together must have ensured him a sheltered corner in the life of the Old World, counted for nothing in the New. He lacked the essential quality to be what Jacques Barzun has called a “booster,” one of those bustling, bonhomous, penny-counting, chance-grabbing optimists who, whether in the frenetic commercial activity of the Atlantic coast, in the emergent industries of New England and Pennsylvania or on the westward-moving frontier, were to make America’s fortune. Grant, in his introspective and undemonstrative style, was a gentleman, and was crippled by the quality.” (The Mask of Command)

In other news I went to see the Steve McQueen movie last night. I enjoyed it a lot because it was two hours of Steve McQueen. There were some hokey elements to it–Pastor Greg driving his green Shelby Mustang around–but it was well done. The movie suggests that although he had made it to the top of his profession and was a “superstar,” Steve was longing for meaning in his life, and finally at the end of his life, he found it in his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. It wasn’t a deathbed conversion. He found religion when he took flying lessons and became friends with his flight instructor, a Christian family man who talked to him and took him to church. He was planning to move to Ketchum, Utah with his 3rd wife and run the general store (sounds like a good plan to me) but he was diagnosed with cancer and never got the chance. Wonderful Billy Graham came and met him on the private jet that was going to take him to Mexico for some alternative treatment.

Anyway, I have felt a bond with Steve ever since I had a dream when I was in the 5th grade where I gave him a tour of Middlebury College.

Guess I know what I’ll be watching this weekend. Have a good one!

Keep letting your light shine

by chuckofish

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“Those who love much, do much and accomplish much, and whatever is done with love is done well…. Love is the best and noblest thing in the human heart, especially when it is tested by life as gold is tested by fire. Happy is he who has loved much, and although he may have wavered and doubted, he has kept that divine spark alive and returned to what was in the beginning and ever shall be.

If only one keeps loving faithfully what is truly worth loving and does not squander one’s love on trivial and insignificant and meaningless things then one will gradually obtain more light and grow stronger.”

―Vincent Van Gogh, The Letters of Vincent Van Gogh

By the way, I am going to see this tonight:

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This documentary is directed by Jon Erwin (who directed Woodlawn (2015) which I recommended) and is focused on shedding light on the actor having become a born-again Christian late in his life. I  remember that Billy Graham visited him when he was dying, so this should be interesting.

I’ll let you know how it goes.

“Lord, make me a blessing to someone today.”

by chuckofish

As I mentioned, I have been reading the latest Mitford book, To Be Where You Are, and I have to say, I am enjoying it immensely.

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Here is an interesting short interview with the author Jan Karon.

Hardly anyone believes me when I say that Mitford is everywhere; it is portable, we carry it with us if we choose to. Just be thoughtful of and really interested in others. And hear this: Listen. That is a great start to discovering that Mitford is everywhere you go. I promise.

She is correct, of course. Mitford is the people, not the place (although I do love the place.)

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What I have learned reading the Mitford series over the years–and I have read all 14 novels, several times–is that we must appreciate and be thankful for the little things, and take joy in them. Enjoying basic things like having a roof over one’s head and good food on the table and a fire on the hearth leads to contentment. Add to this, being engaged with one’s community and loving your neighbors, and you will be a happy fellow indeed.

The other thing I have learned is that prayer is nothing without Trust. You can pray your head off, but if you don’t really trust God and believe that everything will be okay, it all means nothing.

Philippians 4:13, for pete’s sake!

“I can do all things through him who gives me strength,” in case you’ve forgotten.

And don’t forget the prayer that never fails: Thy will be done.

So if you are feeling down–and who hasn’t felt down lately?–take a trip to Mitford. Turn off the TV news and read a book!

P.S. I have been watching Hamish Macbeth on Netflix as recommended by my DP and it is wonderful! Another small village filled with characters!

Beside the big river

by chuckofish

On this day in 1888 Thomas Stearns Eliot was born in St. Louis, Missouri.

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His family had its roots in New England, but his paternal grandfather, William Greenleaf Eliot moved to St. Louis soon after finishing his graduate studies at Harvard Divinity School in 1834. He established a Unitarian Christian church there, the Church of the Messiah, which was the first Unitarian church west of the Mississippi River. Today it is called the First Unitarian Church of Saint Louis. When Ralph Waldo Emerson visited St. Louis, he met Eliot and called him “the Saint of the West.”

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It is good to take a moment to remember that the 1830s in St. Louis were the early days. For years Protestants had been conducting services in their homes, but it was not until after the Louisiana Purchase that Protestant churches were built. In 1818 Baptist missionary John Mason Peck organized the First Baptist Church. This was followed by a Methodist, Presbyterian, and Episcopal church (founded in 1825 when Thomas Horrell became the first rector of the Christ Church Episcopal Church). So Eliot was quite a pioneer.

William Greenleaf Eliot was also a benefactor of educational institutions in St. Louis and co-founded my flyover university with his good friend Wayman Crow in 1853. Originally named Eliot Seminary, the name was eventually changed to Washington University.

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Eliot became chancellor in 1871 and was associated with the university for the rest of his life.

I have fond memories of growing up next to Washington University back in the days when small children were free to roam and even cross big streets without adult supervision. In the early sixties my siblings and I used to walk up to the campus and play “army” heavily armed with toy guns. (We were big fans of the television show Combat! and so we were continually fighting the Battle of the Bulge.) I’m sure this would be considered quite inappropriate these days–small gun-toting children wandering on campus–but, boy, did we have fun. My older brother was the captain, I was the lieutenant and our little sister (and DP) was the sargeant. (Her middle name is Sargent, so it seemed especially appropriate.)

We knew (or should I say, our brother) knew our way around campus. We also knew where all the candy machines were.

Eliot also founded my Alma Mater Mary Institute in 1859, a school for girls which he named after his daughter, Mary Rhodes Eliot, who died at age 17.

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Well, I digress.

T.S. Eliot once said:

It is self-evident that St. Louis affected me more deeply than any other environment has ever done. I feel that there is something in having passed one’s childhood beside the big river, which is incommunicable to those people who have not. I consider myself fortunate to have been born here, rather than in Boston, or New York, or London.

I have to agree. I have probably mentioned already that there is something about growing up in a town on a river that is different. You always have your bearings for one thing. You know North and South because you know where the river is.

When Eliot visited M.I. in 1959, he gave a lecture and at the end he read “The Dry Salvages” (one of the Four Quartets) in its entirety. Here is the first stanza.

I do not know much about gods; but I think that the river
Is a strong brown god – sullen, untamed and intractable,
Patient to some degree, at first recognised as a frontier;
Useful, untrustworthy, as a conveyor of commerce;
Then only a problem confronting the builder of bridges.
The problem once solved, the brown god is almost forgotten
By the dwellers in cities – ever, however, implacable.
Keeping his seasons, and rages, destroyer, reminder
Of what men choose to forget. Unhonoured, unpropitiated
By worshippers of the machine, but waiting, watching and waiting.
His rhythm was present in the nursery bedroom,
In the rank ailanthus of the April dooryard,
In the smell of grapes on the autumn table,
And the evening circle in the winter gaslight.

Snapshots of the weekend

by chuckofish

Well, the weekend flew by as usual when daughter #1 is in town. Friday night she went out with her BFF Liz who was in town from Denver, so the OM and I had a quiet night at home watching an Elvis movie which I had DVR’d. Elvis never disappoints, even in a pretty terrible movie like Roustabout (1964)!

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On Sunday daughter #1 and I skipped church and instead headed out to the Pedal The Cause bicycle event in Chesterfield to cheer on the boy who was riding in the PTC Classic.

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IMG_1487-1.JPGHe got a medal and he deserved it. We are really proud of him to say the least. Ultimate Lacrosse supported #UltimateWheeler and raised $2500 for the cause.

IMG_1491.JPGIt was only a year ago that he was recovering from his second big surgery.  Praise the Lord, the boy has done great and we are grateful every day.

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The little bud tried to eat his sign, of course

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IMG_1622.JPG.jpegDaughter #1 headed home later in the afternoon and we went back to our normal level of activity, hunkering down at home. I did some laundry. I was pretty tired from all the fun and outdoor activity, but not as pooped as this little guy.

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Today is a big day at work. Have a good week!