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Lazarus, come forth!

by chuckofish

Sunday’s gospel lesson was John 11:1-45 which is a long lesson, the story of Jesus raising Lazarus from the dead. Our associate rector gave a really good sermon comparing the tomb of Lazarus to ourselves when we lose interest in life, when we are no longer fully alive. Our savior does not come into the tomb with us, but stands at the door and calls us to come out. I thought that he made a good point.

This made me think of the famous painting, the Light of the World by William Holman Hunt:

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This is an allegorical painting illustrating Revelation 3:20: “Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if any man hear My voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with Me”. The door in the painting has no handle, and can therefore be opened only from the inside, representing (according to Hunt) “the obstinately shut mind”.

Here are some artistic representations of Jesus calling Lazarus forth:

A 3rd century version

A 3rd century version

Giotto's version

Giotto’s version

Rembrandt's version

Rembrandt’s version

Carl Heinrich Bloch's version

Carl Heinrich Bloch’s version

Vincent Van Gogh's Lazarus

Vincent Van Gogh’s Lazarus

None of them do much for me. These images are, however, as Frederick Buechner says, “the wordless, eloquent, tongue-tied, clumsy, joyous and grieving cry of centuries” trying to depict the un-depictable.

But to get back to what I started to say…We must come forth and live our lives and do the work we are meant to do.

Robert Powell as Jesus calls Lazarus forth

Robert Powell as Jesus calls Lazarus forth

Thoughts? Discuss among yourselves.

Buon giorno, Principessa!

by chuckofish

The game starts now. You have to score one thousand points. If you do that, you take home a tank with a big gun. Each day we will announce the scores from that loudspeaker. The one who has the fewest points will have to wear a sign that says “Jackass” on his back. There are three ways to lose points. One, turning into a big crybaby. Two, telling us you want to see your mommy. Three, saying you’re hungry and want a snack.

My movie pick for this week is Life is Beautiful (1997)–written, directed and starring Roberto Benigni.

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“La Vita e Bella” is a wonderful movie about the power of love to overcome evil. It is one of my all-time favorite movies. I took my two older children to see it because I thought it illustrated, better than any other movie, the absurdity of the Holocaust and the dementia of the Nazis. The story is like a dream or a fairy tale and those critics who said it “trivialized” the Holocaust are crazy. I loved the central characters, the Italian family of Guido, Dora and Joshua. Their story is a personal tragedy which illustrates vividly the larger one. The lengths to which Guido goes to shield and protect his son are amazing, but relatable. His gentile wife, who chooses to go to a camp because that is where her husband and son are, rather than stay “safe” at home, I can identify with. I cried and cried at the end of this film, while Sophie’s Choice left me cold and hating the characters.

You will laugh until you cry and then you will cry for real. Great, great movie.

Here’s a bit of movie trivia for you: The wonderful actor who played the little boy (Giorgio Cantarini) has only appeared in two motion pictures. In both of these movies the actor playing his father won an Academy Award for best actor in a leading role. Can you name the other actor besides Roberto Benigni?

P.S. I always wanted my husband to call me Principessa.

What ever happened to predictability?*

by chuckofish

I have had a very busy week so today we are just going to ask the burning question: “Have you been watching Dancing With the Stars?”

I admit it–I have (it’s not like there’s anything else to watch on Monday night), and I must say there are a lot of good dancers this season.

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Those Olympic skaters are awesome. And what about the Paralympian girl with the prosthetic legs? She is really awesome!

But I have to say I am rooting for Candace Cameron Bure, aka D.J. Tanner.

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My kids grew up watching Full House (1987–1995)

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and daughter #1 always identified with Donna Jo Tanner, the oldest sister, who was a type-A good girl with big hair. They were like long-lost sisters. They even look alike.

D.J. Candace:

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and D.J. Daughter #1:

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So clearly we are on Team Candace Cameron. (I hope I haven’t jinxed her!) Who are you cheering for?

Also please note that today is the birthday of Doris Day ((born Doris Mary Ann Kappelhoff on April 3, 1922)! TCM will be showing 12 Doris Day films today so set your DVR! Check out the schedule here.

*Full House theme song–duh.

Darlin’, pardon me

by chuckofish

…but do I look familiar?

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I recently found this photo of my big bro in his glory days. I am including it in today’s post for no particular reason except to say tempus fugit.

Here’s some food for thought from ol’ Fred B.

It is a moment of light surrounded on all sides by darkness and oblivion. In the entire history of the universe, let alone in your own history, there has never been another just like it and there will never be another just like it again. It is the point to which all your yesterdays have been leading since the hour of your birth. It is the point from which all your tomorrows will proceed until the hour of your death. If you were aware of how precious it is, you could hardly live through it. Unless you are aware of how precious it is, you can hardly be said to be living at all.

“This is the day which the Lord has made,” says the 118th Psalm. “Let us rejoice and be glad in it.” Or weep and be sad in it for that matter. The point is to see it for what it is because it will be gone before yo know it. If you waste it, it is your life that you’re wasting. If you look the other way, it may be the moment you’ve been waiting for always that you’re missing.

All other days have either disappeared into darkness and oblivion or not yet emerged from them. Today is the only day there is.

–Frederick Buechner, Whistling in the Dark

For whom the bell tolls

by chuckofish

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Yesterday the poet and Anglican priest John Donne (1572 – 31 March 1631) was commemorated on the Episcopal calendar. He is one of England’s finest poets and was one of the best-known preachers of his day.

When all is done, the hell of hells, the torment of torments, is the everlasting absence of God, and the everlasting impossibility of returning to his presence…to fall out of the hands of the living God, is a horror beyond our expression, beyond our imagination…. What Tophet is not Paradise, what Brimstone is not Amber, what gnashing is not a comfort, what gnawing of the worme is not a tickling, what torment is not a marriage bed to this damnation, to be secluded eternally, eternally, eternally from the sight of God?

–From a sermon to the Earl of Carlisle in 1622

He is known equally for his love poetry:

Come live with me, and be my love,
And we will some new pleasures prove
Of golden sands, and crystal brooks,
With silken lines, and silver hooks.

and his metaphysical verse:

No man is an island,
Entire of itself,
Every man is a piece of the continent,
A part of the main.
If a clod be washed away by the sea,
Europe is the less.
As well as if a promontory were.
As well as if a manor of thy friend’s
Or of thine own were:
Any man’s death diminishes me,
Because I am involved in mankind,
And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls;
It tolls for thee.

I suggest you take some time today and read some John Donne. You’ll be glad you did.

“I am two fools, I know,
For loving, and for saying so
In whining poetry;
But where’s that wiseman, that would not be I,
If she would not deny?
Then as th’ earth’s inward narrow crooked lanes
Do purge sea water’s fretful salt away,
I thought, if I could draw my pains
Through rhyme’s vexation, I should them allay.
Grief brought to numbers cannot be so fierce,
For he tames it, that fetters it in verse.

But when I have done so,
Some man, his art and voice to show,
Doth set and sing my pain;
And, by delighting many, frees again
Grief, which verse did restrain.
To love and grief tribute of verse belongs,
But not of such as pleases when ’tis read.
Both are increased by such songs,
For both their triumphs so are published,
And I, which was two fools, do so grow three;
Who are a little wise, the best fools be.”

― John Donne

Almighty God, the root and fountain of all being: Open our eyes to see, with thy servant John Donne, that whatsoever hath any being is a mirror in which we may behold thee; through Jesus Christ our Lord, who liveth and reigneth with thee and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Like most things, I am nothing*

by chuckofish

Well, the highlight of my weekend was going estate sale-ing with the boy and having a diner breakfast with him.

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I didn’t find anything at the sale except a book (big surprise), but it was lots of fun nevertheless. We talked about movies we had watched recently. I told him I had just seen Trader Horn (1931)–the infamous movie filmed on location in Africa where two crew members were killed (by a crocodile and a charging rhino) and the leading lady contracted a dread disease which ended her career.

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I think it was the first movie my mother went to see as a child. Her parents had read that there were lots of animals in it and so they took little 6 year-old Mary and her 8 year-old sister Susanne to see it. I think it scarred my mother for life! It is pretty scary–lots of animals to be sure, but they are frequently seen eating each other! Also the natives are pretty scary too. Anyway, I had never seen it and I enjoyed it quite a bit. Considering it was made 83 years ago, it holds up rather well and looks pretty good. They hadn’t even had sound in movies for that long.

The boy told me that he had recently re-watched Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon (2000). I thought that sounded like a great idea and so I watched it that night.

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It is one of the few movies I saw at the movies with my OM that I then took my children to see a few days later. (Another one was Life is Beautiful.)

It is a sensational movie. It is beautiful, exciting, romantic, and spiritual–and includes some of the best choreographed fighting ever filmed. How many movies can you say that about?

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As I sat in church on Sunday, it occurred to me that I had not gotten very far with my Lenten movie watching, so I determined to do better this week.

After church I did a lot of work in the yard and spring-cleaned the Florida room–my back is aching today! Well, onward and upward to spring!

What did you do this weekend?

* Li Mu Bai (Chow Yun Fat)) in Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon

Life in the fast lane

by chuckofish

This week went by in a blur, kind of like this

Or was I?

Or am I?

In addition to classes and the usual spate of meetings, most of my time was taken up in preparation for the ‘War and Peace’ conference that  a colleague and I organized with our sister university down the road. We hosted it. Given our War Studies program and their Peace Studies one, we figured it would be profitable (and let’s be honest, look good) if we got our students together for a day of stimulating discussion and paper presentations. My colleague designed a beautiful poster featuring this detail from a painting  by Battini:

so appropriate, such a lovely color palette

I don’t think the dragon approves of the lady

It all went off without a hitch; students were on time, appropriately dressed, well prepared, and (mostly) had intelligent things to say. The university president and provost both showed up and seemed very pleased (everyone loves cooperation between institutions). None of them would have guessed how much work went into scrounging for funding, fighting for rooms, negotiating food, strong-arming students into participating, bribing students with extra credit to attend, dealing late withdrawals, advertising, writing up the program and press releases, and getting everything printed and distributed. My department secretary deserves a raise. My colleague and I deserve a spa vacation. It was worth the effort.

I don’t deal with super busy all that well — never have. I’m too much the low energy introvert, I guess.  How my super busy sister and nieces manage, I’ll never know! I think they are much better organized than I am. Perhaps they rely on music, too. I managed to avoid a nervous breakdown mostly because I discovered “The Weepies” on Spotify.

Indie duo, The Weapies

Indie duo, The Weapies

Youtube won’t let me embed their tunes, but I can link. I particularly recommend Antarctica. This is some great ‘head-dancing’ music, but it’s also pretty gentle.

In other news, son # 2 had an epic tea-making disaster that left him with a very large second degree burn on his right arm. He has moved home temporarily so that someone can change the dressing twice a day as is required. He seems to be mending quite well,

blisters now drained and skin peeling

blisters now drained and skin peeling

although his violin playing has taken a hit. And needless to say, we’ve taken on the tea making duties!

Here’s hoping you have some blossoms in your weekend. Would it sound too much like complaining if I shared the weather forecast with you?

Saturday Night
nt_snow Lowering and thickening clouds. A steady snow developing overnight. Low 29F. Winds NE at 10 to 20 mph. Chance of snow 80%. Snow accumulating 3 to 5 inches.

and for Sunday

sleet A wintry mix in the morning will transition to mainly light snow in the afternoon. Temps nearly steady in the low to mid 30s. Winds NNE at 10 to 20 mph. Chance of precip 80%. Snow and ice accumulating 1 to 3 inches.

Roll on winter! I think I need to go listen to the Weapies.

Have a great weekend!

 

 

 

 

The weekend approacheth

by chuckofish

Well, this time last week I was going out to dinner with cute boys and hanging out with daughter #2. This week it has been back to the salt mines for me as usual. Work, work, work.

One bright spot was going to my first lacrosse game of the season.

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The boy’s Varsity Hounds creamed his old high school team 15-3.

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It was kind of weird sitting in the KHS football stadium cheering for the “visitors”. It was also quite cold! Once it started to get dark, I had to bail and go home even with my winter coat and a Bean’s wool blanket to sit on.

At home I am keeping my spirits up with these pretty flowers–and, yes, the Christmas Cactus is blooming again.

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On the reading front, having finished Peter Carey’s wonderful Olivier and Parrot, I started reading The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt and I am hooked. The book, which took more than 10 years to write, is narrated by Theo Decker, a 13-year-old New York boy whose world is violently disrupted during a routine visit to the Metropolitan Museum of Art with his mother. A terrorist bomb explodes, killing Theo’s mother and other innocents, including a man who, just before dying, implores Theo to take “The Goldfinch” out of the smoking wreckage of the museum. I have not read Tartt’s other two books, but I am impressed. We’ll see if she holds me for 700 pages. I plan to find out this weekend.

Have a great weekend!

(Ladies and) Gentlemen, start your engines!

by chuckofish

A few weeks ago I picked up a couple of CDs at an estate sale. (Yes, I still listen to CDs!) I should have gotten a lot more at this particular sale, but I just couldn’t stand there picking through them.

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Anyway, the other morning I was listening to some of these oldies but goodies. The William Tell Overture, written in 1829 by Gioachino Rossini, was the one that really stood out for me. I mean you’ve heard it a million times–it’s a total cliche for Pete’s sake–but, boy, is it good! Try to erase the Lone Ranger from your mind. Forget about  all those cartoon characters waking up at daybreak in the pastorale section of the piece.

Imagine instead this dual personality speeding down the road, hitting all the lights on my way to work. Amazing. I recommend listening to the whole thing, but here’s the finale:

Well, I guess it is time to reacquaint myself with the classical music I grew up listening to.

What music do you listen to in order to get your motor revving in the morning?

More snow you say?

by chuckofish

Bah humbug!

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Yes, we are a wee bit annoyed in our flyover state. However, you may recall that last year at this time we had 12.4 inches of snow! So big deal, right? What’s a dusting?

Besides, this is just a minor set-back. It does feel like spring is almost here. There are Robins in abundance. Songbirds are singing. Have you heard “Peter! Peter! Peter!”? According to BirdWatcher’sDigest.com, we should also be listening for woodpeckers drumming and owls hooting. Look for raptors in clumps or pairs and ducks in flight.

Take a deep breath. It smells like spring.

Meanwhile I have my spies in Florida. They send me photos of this guy.

MIKE

Hello, Mike Matheny. How ya doin?