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“I’ll make it.”*

by chuckofish

Last week the OM and I watched season one of Goliath (2016), the Amazon Prime original series “about a disgraced lawyer, now an ambulance chaser, who gets a case that could bring him redemption or at least revenge on the firm which expelled him.” (IMDB)

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Although pretty intense and typically vulgar (every other word was f–king), it held our interest, which is saying something these days.

On Friday night we watched Hoosiers (1986) because the main character in Goliath–Billy McBride, played by Billy Bob Thornton–was obsessed with the movie and watched it at times of high stress. (I read that George Steinbrenner admitted to watching the movie 250 times.)

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We enjoyed it very much.

Hoosiers is loosely based on the Milan High School team that won the 1954 Indiana state championship. With an enrollment of 161 students, it still stands as the smallest school to win a state basketball championship in Indiana. Hoosiers ranks high on all sorts of movie lists – 13th on the American Film Institute’s 100 Most Inspiring Films of All Times; fourth on an AFI poll of the 10 Greatest Sports Films of All Time; and first on USA Today’s For The Win list of the 25 Best Sports Movies Ever Made.

I must say, I can’t see this movie being made in Hollywood today. It takes place in Indiana–a flyover state after all–and is all about the old-fashioned virtues: hard work, dedication, forgiveness, humility. Characters say things like, “Five players on the floor functioning as one single unit: team, team, team – no one more important that the other.” It is about good people. There is no sex, no violence beyond some unsportsmanlike behavior on the part of opponents. And there are two ministers who travel with the team (on a church bus!) and pray before every game. At the final game: “And David put his hand in the bag and took out a stone and slung it. And it struck the Philistine on the head and he fell to the ground. Amen.”

Gene Hackman, who plays Coach Dale, thought the movie would bomb. He was wrong. It touched a cord with a lot of Americans. It is a very good movie, subtle and nuanced. Dennis Hopper is great. I wish he had won the supporting actor Oscar for which he was nominated.

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So my advice is that you should try it, if you haven’t seen it, or watch it again if you have.

BTW, I looked up the original review of Goliath in the New York Times and, of course, there was the de rigueur correction at the bottom: A television review on Friday about the new Amazon series “Goliath” included an inaccurate discussion of the show’s plot structure. The critic mistakenly watched the first two episodes out of order. Morons.

*Said by Jimmy Chitwood at the end of Hoosiers (1986).

“What are human beings that you are mindful of them?”*

by chuckofish

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A busy weekend precluded doing much of a blogpost today. We did get pumpkins at the Methodist pumpkin patch though.

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Score.

And at church, our rector, who is actually in the process of getting a divorce, had to preach on the day’s gospel lesson, Mark 10:2-16:

Therefore what God has joined together, let no one separate…

He met the challenge head on though and owned it. It made me think of Martin Luther saying, sin bravely, meaning, do the best you can.

Same goes for all of us.

*Psalm 8:4/Hebrews 2:6

#youthinkthingsarebadnow

by chuckofish

If I stopped random individuals in the street and asked them what they knew about ancient Athens, at least some would mention democracy. Indeed, we still revere Athenian democracy for its shining moment in the 5th century BC when it produced the likes of Pericles, Socrates, Aeschylus, Sophocles, Euripides, Polycleitus and Phidias — to name only a few. But the sad fact is that if you look beyond the beautiful monuments and brilliant individuals, you’ll find something dark and violent. Let’s look at a couple of choice examples.

1. Miltiades, the hero of the Battle of Marathon (490 BC). Miltiades managed to pull the Athenians and their allies, The Plataeans, together long enough to defeat the entire Persian army at Marathon. That they won the battle was nothing short of a miracle, even if it happened more or less by accident. The victory validated the new democracy in Athens (it was about twenty years old at this point). It was a big deal.

the helmet Miltiades dedicated at Olympia after the battle

But Miltiades had enemies and perhaps an inflated belief in himself. At the height of his post-war popularity, he convinced the Athenian people that he would make them rich if they gave him an army to campaign against the island of Paros. The greedy mob acquiesced. When the expedition failed and Miltiades came home with a gangrenous wound, the grateful Athenians put him on trial for his life. Only the pleas of his friends and the fact that he was dying anyway saved him from execution. Instead, they fined his family 50 talents of silver (each talent weighed about 57 lbs. so that’s a lot of silver!) and sent him to prison to die. His crime? Depending on how one interprets events, either being too successful for his enemies to tolerate, or failing to keep the mob happy. Probably both. The mob has a short memory; enemies have long ones.

2. The Athenian navy was victorious at the battle of Arginusae (406 BC),

but when a storm blew up before the victors could rescue those sailors whose ships had sunk, the commanders withdrew to a safe harbor, rather than risk the remaining ships to stay in the heaving waters. When informed of these events, the outraged Athenian assembly voted to execute its generals. After lengthy debate over a period of weeks, they executed six of the eight generals involved. Two had had the presence of mind to flee before trial. Soon after the executions, the assembly regretted its actions, charging in turn the men who had prosecuted the generals. The accused also fled before trial. The mob is fickle, given to emotion, vindictive, and easily swayed.

Do you see a pattern here? To be fair, it wasn’t only democratic Athens that behaved badly, although no other city-state achieved the levels of caprice that Athens did (at least not that I recall).

Here’s a bonus, non-Athenian example of extreme partisan politics. In 431 BC, the oligarchic faction in the city of Plataea opened the gates one night to a Theban army with the expectation that the Thebans would kill the democrats in control of Plataea and bring the oligarchs to power. The Thebans took over in a bloodless coup, but the Plataeans fought back and eventually took the Theban force prisoner. Rather than negotiate a peace with Thebes, the democratic Plataeans killed all of their prisoners. In response, Theban and Spartan armies laid siege to Plataea.

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When the city finally fell, the Spartans tried the surviving Plataeans, executed them, and destroyed the city. Remember, internal treachery started the whole thing. When people put their own political faction before the welfare of their country, only the enemy wins.

You see, the partisanship and vindictive politics that prevail in the U.S. today are not new. To be sure, we are (for the present) less violent. Rather than kill people outright, we resort to character assassination. Nevertheless, we still encourage emotion to take precedence over reason and evidence, and we allow half-baked rumors and slanted news stories to control our opinions. We enjoy a good dose of outrage; it makes us feel alive and purposeful. Argument and competition made the Greeks great, but when people started to manipulate the system for personal gain, they destroyed it and their country. Let’s hope we don’t allow that to happen here.

 

“I’m going out to get some popcorn and pink lemonade.”*

by chuckofish

Yesterday I started off the day with a two-hour torture session at the dentist. I know there are worse things, but as I lay there defenseless, I kept thinking of Dustin Hoffman being harassed by Laurence Olivier

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in Marathon Man (1976) and Steve Martin working on Bill Murray in Little Shop of Horrors (1986).

Ye gods. My dentist is very sweet and ladylike and a perfectionist, but, still, fear and loathing of the dentist must be a universal thing.

Well, thank goodness it is Friday!

I don’t have any big plans for the weekend. Daughter #1 is coming home as she has a three-day weekend. I do not, but c’est la vie.

Tonight I plan to watch some feel-good movie that will de-stress me. What do you think?

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1964

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1963

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1959

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1937

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1963

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2006

You can see the direction I’m taking…any suggestions?

*Jerry Warriner in “The Awful Truth”

 

 

Look for the blessing

by chuckofish

 

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Some days are better,

Some days are worse.

Look for the blessing instead of the curse.

Be positive, stay strong,

and get enough rest.

You can’t do it all. But you can do your best.

Thought for the day. It’s a good thought, right?

[The painting is by Edward Le Bas (1904-1966)]

Ruminating on the river

by chuckofish

On this day back in 1909 St. Louis observed the 100th anniversary of its incorporation. A week-long celebration, backed by dozens of civic organizations, called the nation’s attention to the city which then ranked a proud fourth and which only five years earlier had staged the fabulous Louisiana Purchase Exposition.

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The centennial festival coincided with Veiled Prophet week (founded by prominent St. Louisans in 1878), so the city was decked out in purple and gold for the “monarch,” and in red, white and blue banners for the anniversary…

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Veiled Prophet Parade in 1878

To open the celebration, the city’s harbor boat sounded a blast at 5:59 a.m. From Chain of Rocks to River des Peres and from the Mississippi River to the city limits, church bells rang out along with steam whistles. As that salute died away, every carillon in the city chimed out the melodies of favorite hymns.

For more than a century, St. Louis enjoyed a spot among the top 10 cities in the country, but by 1970, the city had fallen to 18th. A decade later, to 26th. The city that once ranked fourth behind New York, Chicago and Philadelphia then tumbled out of the top 50, and now stands at 62. Indeed, the population of St. Louis has declined from its peak in 1950 by 62.7%.

Well, I was surprised to find out that these days Wichita is bigger than we are.

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Back in 1909 St. Louisans were proud of their city. Today we talk about the Gateway Arch “honor(ing) historical events that are now understood as deeply problematic within the larger trajectory of American history.” Western expansion = a bad thing. Okay, then. That may explain a lot.

Discuss among yourselves.

[Information about the centennial from St. Louis Day By Day by Frances Hurd Stadler]

When the Frost is on the Punkin*

by chuckofish

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October is one of my favorite months. Unfortunately, the frost is nowhere near the pumpkins here and the weather this week seems more like August.

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I started putting away my spring/summer clothes this past weekend, but I’m afraid I’ve jumped the gun. C’est la vie.

In other news, I saw them unloading pumpkins from a big truck at the Methodist Church pumpkin patch, so I guess that is my cue to go buy some pumpkins. I also unpacked my Halloween decor, such as it is.

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Well, fall will be here soon enough and with it wool sweaters and turtlenecks and black tights.

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I like fall.

*James Whitcomb Riley

Release one leaf at break of day*

by chuckofish

I watched 21 Jump Street over the weekend, and, as usual, I laughed.

You know that I detest vulgarity, but there is something about this particular avalanche of vulgarity that always cheers me up. I couldn’t say why exactly. It must be Channing Tatum in AP Chemistry.

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I also got to see the wee babes when I went to cheer on the boy at the Pedal the Cause bicycle race on Sunday.

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They enjoyed running around on a hot morning waiting for him to cross the finish line.

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And they were proud of him when he did! I was too!

I had a good weekend puttering around. I also read quite a bit of Alistair McCall Smith’s 18th book in the No. 1 Ladies Detective Agency series, The House of Unexpected Sisters. This suited me just fine. Precious Romotswe and I have always been on the same page.

Mma Romotswe was usually very even-tempered. She rarely allowed matters to rile her, and only very occasionally expressed a strong opinion. She could see the world as others saw it–she understood if people took a different view of things–but there were limits, and Mma Potokwane had just described one of them. “These people,” she said, with a note of irritation creeping into her voice, “what are they thinking of? They spend all their time criticizing the good things we have–the old Botswana morality, for example…but what do they say should be put in their place? They have nothing to offer, Mma. They say that life will be better if we get rid of our traditions, but what if we did that, all that would come would be selfishness, Mma. It would be every person for himself, or herself. People would forget about other people because there would be nothing to bind them together; none of the memories, songs, greetings, or customs that make people into a nation. We would have plenty of shiny cars, Mma–plenty of Mercedes-Benzes–but inside we would be as empty as an ant-hill…

And now it is October!

*Robert Frost, from “October’

Saturday morale boost

by chuckofish

Need a morale boost this weekend? Here’s how the students of one New Zealand school paid their respects to a retiring teacher. Watch the whole thing, it’s short.

Lest you catch yourself recoiling from all that “toxic masculinity”, notice how controlled everyone is, and how when they finish they go on about their business as if nothing has happened. That’s not toxic, it’s healthy and great for morale!

As Xenophon observed in his Anabasis,

“…it is not numbers or strength that bring the victories in war. No, it is when one side goes against the enemy with the gods’ gift of a stronger morale that their adversaries, as a rule, cannot withstand them. 

So chin up! Let us face our opponents with God’s gift of stronger morale!

 

Child of God

by chuckofish

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Earlier in the week I received the news that Charlie, the 20-year old grandson of one of my dearest friends, had been killed in a car wreck driving back to KU. This is crushing. Every parent’s nightmare.

Indeed, we hear such terrible stories all the time, but when they hit close to home, it scares us and we wonder if life is just one blow after another until we too die.

But then I was listening to my daily Tim Keller sermon as I rode my stationery bike yesterday and he was talking about 1 John 3:1-3:

See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him. 2 Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known. But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is. 3 All who have this hope in him purify themselves, just as he is pure.

Though we see through a glass darkly, Charlie sees Christ face to face now. We must try to rejoice in that.

Most merciful God, whose wisdom is beyond our understanding: Deal graciously with Charlie’s family in their grief. Surround them with your love, that they may not be overwhelmed by their loss, but have confidence in your goodness, and strength to meet the days to come; through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.

This week has been a very stressful week at work, compounded by this tragic news. I feel unfocused and on edge. But the weekend is upon us. My boy will be riding once again in the Pedal the Cause bicycle race for cancer survivors. He is two years cancer free.

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Have a good weekend. Tell your loved ones you love them. In every thing give thanks: for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you. (I Thessalonians 5:18)

[The engraving above is Rosa Celeste: by Gustave Doré]