dual personalities

Sometimes I just guess

by chuckofish

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Ah, the weekend approacheth. Thank goodness. Hopefully nobody will ask me any questions. I get enough of that during the week.

I have a few plans, but it will be another quiet weekend, probably with a good amount of time spent on my blue sofa (see yesterday’s post.)

I have a bunch of books to read.

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Depending on the weather, I may venture out to a couple of estate sales.

Plus, there is an event at the Field House on Saturday afternoon…

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…and those wee babes will be coming over.

 

Also, don’t forget that the liturgical calendar of the Episcopal Church remembers Eric Liddell, Protestant missionary to China and Olympic gold medalist, with a feast day today.

God whose strength bears us up as on mighty wings: We rejoice in remembering thy athlete and missionary, Eric Liddell, to whom thou didst bestow courage and resolution in contest and in captivity; and we pray that we also may run with endurance the race that is set before us and persevere in patient witness, until we wear that crown of victory won for us by Jesus our Savior; who with thee and the Holy Spirit liveth and reigneth, one God, for ever and ever. Amen.

Have a great weekend!

I sing the sofa

by chuckofish

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I sing the Sofa.  I, who lately sang
Truth, Hope, and Charity, and touched with awe
The solemn chords, and with a trembling hand,
Escaped with pain from that advent’rous flight,
Now seek repose upon a humbler theme:
The theme though humble, yet august and proud
The occasion—for the Fair commands the song.*

I have been fighting a cold all week. I have gone into work, done my duty, and crawled home to my spot on the sofa where I curl up in front of the telly until 8:30 p.m. when I retire for the evening. It is not exactly an exciting life I live under normal circumstances, but with a cold…zut alors!

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Anyway, I am grateful for my Puffs with Lotion…

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and my blue sofa…

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And the Christmas amaryllis has bloomed! Huzzah!

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Certainly a cheering sight in the face of unending gray, cloudy days!

*From “The Sofa” by William Cowper. You can read the whole poem here. The paintings are by Sargent, Chambiniere, Liotard.

“Old Year! upon the Stage of Time…A moment, and the prompter’s chime…”*

by chuckofish

On Monday, you may recall, I mentioned the great (maybe the greatest) year in movie-making history–1939. This got me thinking that, indeed, this is its 80th anniversary!

Just look at the top-grossing films of the year:

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…and the ten movies nominated for Best Picture at the Academy Awards:

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I plan to be thorough about watching as many movies from 1939 as I can this year. I have already checked a couple off my top twenty-one list…(a better list than the top-grossers!)

✔️ Young Mr. Lincoln

Drums Along the Mohawk

Stagecoach

The Wizard of Oz

Gone With the Wind

Gunga Din

Ninotchka

Goodbye Mr. Chips

Wuthering Heights

Mr. Smith Goes to Washington

Dark Victory

Beau Geste

Destry Rides Again

Only Angels Have Wings

✔️ Allegheny Uprising

The Private Lives of Elizabeth and Essex

The Hound of the Baskervilles

Dodge City

The Four Feathers

Intermezzo

The Little Princess

I like to think of my mother, who turned thirteen on January 19, 1939, going to the movies on most Saturdays that year. I’m sure she saw all the movies on my list. Some, like Ninotchka and Stagecoach, became all-time favorites of hers. She was always and forever a fan of John Wayne after this:

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And she loved her Errol Flynn movies.

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Screen Shot 2019-02-19 at 10.32.37 AMShe saw Wuthering Heights when her family was spending the summer in New Hampshire with her “Aunt Laura”–not really her aunt, but an aged ancestor who owned “The Farm”. Stern old Aunt Laura took pity on Mary, when everyone went swimming, but left her at home because it was “her time of the  month.” She drove her to town to see Wuthering Heights. It was a momentous occasion for my mother, because: 1. She loved the movie; and 2. Aunt Laura had done something really nice just for her. She never forgot and passed that tidbit on to me.

Screen Shot 2019-02-19 at 10.19.54 AM.pngMy mother took me to see Gone With the Wind when it was re-released in 1969. I was in the seventh grade and it was a big deal because my mother took me and not my DP, who she deemed not quite old enough at 10 years old. I was the same age as my mother when she saw it in 1939. I was quite bowled over by the spectacle at the time, although there is not much I like about it now. (Okay, the music is good and I still love Leslie Howard.)

Screen Shot 2019-02-19 at 10.38.36 AM.pngMovies nowadays, available on demand and at a moment’s notice, do not hold the same meaning as they did back in my mother’s day, and, indeed, in mine. For my mother, it was a once-a-week treat, and for me, it depended on television programming or what film series was being shown at the library or art museum. We went to see new movies once in awhile, but with nothing of the regularity of my parent’s generation.

Anyway, this is a trustworthy saying, worthy of full acceptance: take a look back at 1939. You might want to make a list for yourself. And pay attention to the movies when you watch them! Give them their due.

And in honor of the passing of the great (and eccentric) Karl Lagerfeld, I give you this. Not surprisingly, he had good taste in  movies. He also said recently: “I don’t watch movies because…I don’t want any ready-made images to invade my imagination. I tell my godchild [Hudson Kroenig] all the time, “Don’t look at videos too much, your brain has to invent images.” You cannot only look at second-rate images made by other people. You have to build up your imagination, because imagination is like a muscle—you have to work on it.” He makes a very good point.

*Robert Service, “The Passing of the Year”

Just a reminder

by chuckofish

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One of the great causes of sadness in human life is the collision between expectation and what actually happens. The New Testament, therefore, for our joy, is relentlessly helping us to lower our expectations for this life and raise our expectations for the next.⠀
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For example, in 1 Peter 4:12, it says, “Don’t be surprised at the fiery ordeal when it comes upon you as though something strange were happening to you.” In other words, get it fixed in your head that it is not strange to have life go bad for you as a Christian. Paul, in Romans 8, said, “Even we who have the Holy Spirit groan inwardly as we wait for our adoption as children, the redemption of our body.” Even those in this life who have the Holy Spirit will experience all the rheumatism and cancer and accidents and horror that the world does. “Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all” (Psalm 34:19).⠀
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The constant lowering of expectations now is accompanied with a raising of expectations later: “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead to an inheritance that is undefiled, unfading, imperishable, kept in heaven for you who by God’s power are being guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you rejoice” (1 Peter 1:3–6).⠀
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Now, we know it’s going to be hard. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but oh, how the New Testament raises higher and higher and higher our expectations of the life to come. Live in hope and embrace what God gives you in this life in love.⠀
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–John Piper (Read more at desiringGod.org.)

Yes, God has a plan for you, but that plan is not for you to be happy, fulfilled, rich and famous. His plan is for you to be holy and content. It is easy to lose sight of that.

“Christ never promises peace in the sense of no more struggle and suffering. Instead, he helps us to struggle and suffer as he did, in love, for one another. Christ does not give us security in the sense of something in this world, some cause, some principle, some value, which is forever. Instead, he tells us that there is nothing in this world that is forever, all flesh is grass. He does not promise us unlonely lives. His own life speaks loud of how, in a world where there is little love, love is always lonely. Instead of all these, the answer that he gives, I think, is himself. If we go to him for anything else, he may send us away empty or he may not. But if we go to him for himself, I believe that we go away always with this deepest of all our hungers filled.”
― Frederick Buechner, Listening to Your Life: Daily Meditations with Frederick Buechner 

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Holding firm to the good news of salvation

by chuckofish

I came home early Friday afternoon because it was snowing and because I didn’t feel great. I went to bed and took a nap as the snow came down. I took it easy for the most of the weekend and watched several movies.

I watched Young Mr. Lincoln (1939) directed by John Ford and starring Henry Fonda.

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In my opinion, Henry Fonda was never better than when directed by John Ford, who managed to pull something out of Fonda that no one else got. He was terrific as young Mr. Lincoln. Why wasn’t he Oscar nominated? Well, this was 1939, remember, and so there was a LOT of competition.

I watched Titanic–the 1953 version starring Clifton Webb and Barbara Stanwyk. I really like this movie.

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It has a clever plot centering on a runaway wife and her snob of a husband on the ill-fated maiden voyage of the Titanic. The minor characters are all well-played. The selfish, elitist jerk rises to the occasion and dies a hero in very believable circumstances. I loved Clifton Webb in this. Barbara Stanwyk turns in her usual polished performance. (You can always count on her, given good material.) Robert Wagner plays a 20-year old Purdue tennis player. In the scenes leading up to the ship hitting the iceberg, Wagner and his college friends are singing college fight songs in the bar. Guess which one they are singing at the moment of impact? Yard By Yard–the Williams College fight song! File that one away for trivia night.

I have never seen the 1998 blockbuster version of the Titanic story and I probably never will. I prefer this more modest, but nevertheless impactful, black and white version which won the Oscar for best original screenplay. It is a good story–climaxing with all those gentlemen on the deck of the sinking ship singing Nearer My God to Thee as their wives and children row away. You can’t beat that.

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If that wasn’t drama enough, I also watched The Vikings (1958) with Kirk Douglas, Tony Curtis and Ernest Borgnine as fighting norsemen.

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Produced by Kirk himself, because he had wanted to play a viking since childhood, it is a technicolor spectacle of pagan manhood–rape, wreckage and ruin. There is a lot of violence in this movie–men are torn apart by wolves, staked and eaten by crabs, have their hands cut off and their eyes plucked out by hawks–but it is all done with lusty viking enthusiasm. Kirk gives it 110% as usual and (spoiler alert) dies with sword in hand. I have to say I enjoyed it, although Tony Curtis in hot pants is really no match for one-eyed Kirk and not all that believable/convincing as an Odin-worshipping warrior.

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But I chose to suspend belief for the sake of enjoyment. The best part of the movie was the titles:

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Very well done.

So from the sublime to the somewhat ridiculous, that was my weekend!

(By the way, I did drag myself to church on Sunday so that I could read the second lesson. It was a good one from Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians: But in fact Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of those who have died.)

Huzzah.

And the wee babes came over for dinner. They are more fun than a barrel of monkeys and just as exhausting.

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“On Wednesdays we wear pink!”

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Now we’re off to the races again…the rat race! If you have the day off (I do not)–enjoy! Have a good week!

Eureka!

by chuckofish

Not to be outdone by my DP in the genealogy department (I’m still chuckling about the Matneys), I have been assiduously combing through the Burlington Free Press. After years of searching for information about our grandparents’ marriage, I finally found a wedding announcement! Note that it is reprinted from the Worcester Gazette, which is not available online.

St. George’s Church in Hempstead was founded in 1702, but rebuilt in 1734 and again in 1822. Currently, it looks like this.

I imagine the two of them met in New York, while she was a student at Barnard and he was doing a journalism course at NYU, but who knows? Interestingly, Mira spent a couple of months in Burlington before the wedding, presumably when ANC was at Fort Sill. Look at the last two paragraphs in the article below — sorry about the bad quality! The date of the article is August, 1917.

While she in Burlington, Mira landed in the hospital. This is dated September 13, 1917.

No doubt doing patriotic work with hordes of energetic young ladies wore her out (and I’m not being facetious). A few days later the paper announced that Mira’s health was improving and so gave fair warning to her charges that she’d be back soon.

In the days before computers and cell phones, everything ended up in the Newspaper. Take this marvelous tidbit about our grandfather, dated 11-13-1911, when he was eleven.

No doubt his mother was relieved to get the lad out of the house, or perhaps Bunker wanted to tell his friends that he had been released from “prison”. In any case, Bunker would not have enjoyed being immobilized.

Let those stories whet your appetite for future posts. The Burlington Free Press is a treasure trove of information about our family on both sides; it records weddings, funerals, and lots of colorful gossip. Stay tuned!

In the meantime, I’m off to a local antiques auction. There’s nothing I really, really want or need, so I’m just going for fun and to be on hand if the situation calls for a vintage or antique rescue operation.

Have a great weekend!

P.S. My kitchen counters are scheduled for installation on Monday!!! Keep your fingers crossed…

“Step down off your high horse, mister”*

by chuckofish

On Wednesday my copy of Rude Pursuits and Rugged Peaks, Schoolcraft’s Ozark Journal 1818-1819 arrived.

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Included in this edition, besides Schoolcraft’s journal of his and Levi Pettibone’s expedition from Potosi, Missouri, to what is now Springfield by way of Arkansas, are an introduction, maps and appendix by Milton D. Rafferty. Rafferty was a professor and head of the Department of Geography, Geology and Planning at Missouri State University in Springfield. These additions are very helpful.

I will read the whole thing, but I know you are all wondering what I found out about the Matneys, so I will tell you.

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Schoolcraft and his partner arrived at dusk at their cabin, “wet and chilly” from swimming across the White River, on January 14.

Compelled, by the non-arrival of our canoe, to spend the day at this spot, I determined to improve the time by a ramble through the adjacent country, and to seek that amusement in the examination of rocks, and trees, and mountain-scenery, which was neither to be found in conversation with the inmates of the house, nor in any other way.

How rude.

With such an assemblage of interesting objects around me, I sauntered out to take a nearer view of the face of nature, and spent the day along the shores of the river, in the contiguous forest, or on the naked peaks of the neighboring hills.

After spending the day taking notes on the flora, fauna and mineral deposits in the area, Schoolcraft returned to the Matney Cabin to find that the hunters had not yet arrived with their canoe, but finally made their appearance at dusk…

accompanied by several neighbors and friends in their canoes, who also came down to trade, making a party of twelve or fourteen in all. Whisky soon began to circulate freely, and by the time they had unloaded their canoes, we began plainly to discover that a scene of riot and drinking was to follow. Of all this, we were destined to be unwilling witnesses; for as there was but one house, and that a very small one, necessity compelled us to pass the night together; but sleep was not to be obtained. Every mouth, hand, and foot, were in motion. Some drank, some sang, some danced, a considerable proportion attempted all three together, and a scene of undistinguishable bawling and riot ensued. An occasional quarrel gave variety to the scene, and now and then, one drunker than the rest, fell sprawling upon the floor, and for a while remained quiet. We alone remained listeners to this grand exhibition of human noises, beastly intoxication, and mental and physical nastiness. We did not lie down to sleep, for that was dangerous. Thus the night rolled heavily on, and as soon as light could be discerned in the morning we joyfully embarked in our canoe, happy in having escaped bodily disfiguration, and leaving such as could yet stand, vociferating with all their might like some delirious man upon his dying bed, who makes one desperate effort to rise, and then falls back in death.

What a picture he paints! Clearly he was not amused by their behavior, but I surely was, reading about it. Prof. Rafferty explains Schoolcraft’s sometimes disdainful appraisal of frontier life by asking us to consider his youth (he was only 25) and that he was “freshly indoctrinated with a church upbringing, including a strong emphasis on Christian dutifulness and temperance…”

I have to say, I can relate to young Schoolcraft. I remember going on a school-sanctioned float-trip back in high school–on some river in Missouri–where everyone got drunk, including the two male, gym-teacher chaperones! One other girl and I stayed awake most of the night watching out for our classmates and making sure they didn’t drown while relieving themselves. (Seriously) It was not fun, but nobody died or anything.

Matney and his companions remind me of Mac MacPherson, the wild Scotsman played by Wilfred Lawson in Alleghany Uprising (1939).

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Another literary evocation of this type is Worth Luckett in The Trees by Conrad Richter, who provides for his family by hunting wild animals for food and trading their pelts for other commodities they need. When Worth notices that the wild game is leaving the woods near their settlement in Pennsylvania, he convinces his wife and family to move where the animal population is more plentiful–further west.

These men were the hardiest of woodsmen, cut from the same cloth as Daniel Boone and his sons, who settled along the interior streams, hunting and trading. Schoolcraft “admired their stoic courage and tenacity, but could not conceal his disdain for their lack of education and rude lifestyle. He noted that men and women alike could talk only of bears, hunting, and the rude pursuits and coarse enjoyments of hunters.” (Rafferty) He had to admit they were hospitable.

I have always been oddly drawn to this type and I guess now I know why. It runs in my blood. Come the apocalypse, I want to be on their team. I am pretty sure this is how my great-great grandfather John Simpson Hough felt. He went west to get away from Philadelphia and all his well-meaning, upstanding Quaker relatives. He was smitten with all the old rough types he met in Missouri and Kansas and in his travels westward: Uncle Dick Wooten, Seth Hays, Kit Carson. I am sure he would have liked his freedom-loving grandfather-in-law, Mr. Matney.

Funnily enough, I have just been reading about Conrad Richter and had already resolved to re-read The Trees. Now I will for sure.

And this weekend I’ll find something to watch where the men wear buckskin suits.

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You betcha.

*Davy Crockett (John Wayne) in The Alamo (1960)

You blockhead

by chuckofish

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So today is Valentine’s Day. I think the OM is cooking dinner, which is good. Cleaning up after himself would be better still.

I plan to watch some classic Buffy the Vampire Slayer: Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered from season two. You remember…Xander and Cordelia break up because her friends don’t think he’s cool and then he tries to put a love spell on her just so he can break up with her and have his revenge. Classic. Mean girls. Are you with me?

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After that I propose we watch a movie we can both enjoy, which usually means watching Bullitt (1968) again for the umpteenth time.

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Give your sweet babboo a break (and a hug). Let the good times roll.

“Curiosity is what separates us from the cabbages.”*

by chuckofish

In case you didn’t know, a lot of things happened on February 13.

1542: Catherine Howard, fifth wife of Henry VIII, was executed for adultery.

1689: William and Mary, were proclaimed co-rulers of England.

1945: RAF bombers were dispatched to Dresden, Germany to attack the city with a massive aerial bombardment.

1955: Israel obtained four of the seven Dead Sea Scrolls.

1990: An agreement was reached on a two-stage plan to reunite Germany.

Yes, these are but a few of the interesting historical things you can find out more about if you are so inclined.

It is also the birthday of Chuck Yeager (b. 1923)– WWII flying ace and test pilot who famously broke the sound barrier.

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Sam Shepard played him in The Right Stuff (1983). Yeager wrote an autobiography called Yeager: An Autobiography, which I think I will read. I will certainly toast him tonight.

“You do what you can for as long as you can, and when you finally can’t, you do the next best thing. You back up, but you don’t give up.”

On a personal note regarding things in the history genre: the other day, while perusing the latest issue of Missouri Conservationist, I came across an interesting article about Henry Rowe Schoolcraft, who made an amazing 900-mile trek 200 years ago into what is now southern Missouri and northern Arkansas to learn more about the lead mining potential in the area. This was Osage country then and pretty wild. There were not a lot of white settlers around, just scattered cabins. It was easy to get lost and he and his partner did, several times.

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Fascinating in itself, but, hey, look:

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Matney’s Cabin! This is about the time our own Matneys were in Arkansas, having journeyed from western Virginia. (Our great-great-great grandmother Susanna Matney was, in fact, born in Arkansas in 1818!) Was this the cabin of William Matney, our great-great-great-great grandfather? Well, this got me started looking further into it and there is a Matney Knob in Arkansas on the White River that today features a beautiful Ozark Highlands Trail.

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I also ordered Schoolcraft’s book, so I shall see what he had to say about Matney’s Cabin. (Probably not much. It is a travel journal, after all.)

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The world is more than we know.

And this was adorable: the wee laddie on Instagram…

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*David McCullough

“Like gold stitches in a piece of embroidery.”*

by chuckofish

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A Valentine picture from the past!

“You think you will never forget any of this, you will remember it always just the way it was. But you can’t remember it the way it was. To know it, you have to be living in the presence of it right as it is happening. It can return only by surprise. Speaking of these things tells you that there are no words for them that are equal to them or that can restore them to your mind. And so you have a life that you are living only now, now and now and now, gone before you can speak of it, and you must be thankful for living day by day, moment by moment, in this presence. But you have a life too that you remember. It stays with you. You have lived a life in the breath and pulse and living light of the present, and your memories of it, remember now, are of a different life in a different world and time. When you remember the past, you are not remembering it as it was. You are remembering it as it is. It is a vision or a dream, present with you in the present, alive with you in the only time you are alive.”

― Wendell Berry, Hannah Coulter

*Wendell Berry