dual personalities

“His eye is on the sparrow”*

by chuckofish

I had a quiet weekend. There were no margaritas and no wee babes. I went to an estate sale and to TJ Maxx. I swept out the garage. I moved my plants inside from the Florida room. (We turned the heat on!) I put my spring/summer clothes away and got out my turtlenecks.

I started reading Marilynne Robinson’s newest book, Jack. It takes place in St. Louis.

St. Louis was quite a town. He wondered if Della had ever seen Eads Bridge from down by the water. It. looked like the walls of Troy. Gigantic, tawny stones, soaring arches. Of course, the stones themselves would be as ancient as the stones of Troy, and the fossils in both of them older, by the measure of the little lives that had fallen into whatever it was, clay by the color of it. And the eons they had spent evolving so they could end up there.

I literally slept through Marooned (1969), a movie I had not seen since I saw it at the movies back in the day. (I still haven’t seen it.) Despite Gregory Peck, Richard Crenna, Gene Hackman, James Franciscus, David Janssen, and John Sturges directing, this movie about three American astronauts stranded in space could not hold my attention. Maybe I’ll try again.

And maybe not.

I watched Key Largo (1948) which is a great movie. It is my favorite of the Bogart/Bacall films and, as I’ve said many times, Claire Trevor is spectacular. Lauren Bacall takes a backseat in this movie, allowing Claire to shine in the spotlight, but in her own quiet way, she was never better and she looks great. Edward G. Robinson is pretty swell too as a bully and a coward.

In one of the filler segments on TCM, the six hosts talked about what movies they watch in order to feel better in trying times. It was interesting and, not surprisingly, their choices to me were quite banal–but the point is, to each his own. The two women picked musicals that lifted their spirits and the men all picked their favorite movies–you know, The Godfather, Taxi Driver etc. I would agree that comfort to me comes in the form of my favorites, be they comedies or dramas. I happened to watch part of The Thomas Crown Affair (1968) while I was folding laundry, and felt much better having seen ol’ Steve McQueen drive that dune buggy on the beach. Faye Dunaway laughs and loses her cool and squeals in terror and then laughs. It seemed very real.

A quiet weekend at home is fine. I enjoyed seeing texted pictures of my busy grandchildren playing soccer…

at the playground…

and taking walks in the stroller…

Pax vobiscum or “Well, my friend, are you ready to do me this service?”.

And now it is Monday and we’ll start another week with a little help from Marvin Gaye, hopefully on the right note:

*”I sing because I’m happy/And I sing because I’m free

His eye is on the sparrow/And I know Jesus watches me” (Harvey Fuqua)

Don’t tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass*

by chuckofish

One of the real joys of life is learning new things. This week I learned all about ancient glassmaking and was amazed to discover some of the wonderful objects that have survived. Glassmaking didn’t really take off until the 1st century BC when some smart bloke invented the art of glassblowing. Until then they made pretty, but rather clunky, glass bottles by working them around a clay/dung core and then scraping out the core afterward. Core-formed glasswork is believed to have developed in the Near East sometime around the 16th century BC. Here’s an example of core-formed glass from Syria.

The design comes from adding spirals of colored glass and then raking them to create the pattern. It’s certainly pretty and represents a major technological advancement, but when compared to blown glass, well, it looks more like something you’d buy at a garage sale on the table marked “shabby chic”. Look at this 1st century BC Cantharus from the Metropolitan Museum of Art and you’ll see what I mean.

Sometimes glassmakers used molds to create beautiful designs. A Roman master named Ennion, working in the early first century AD, achieved the highest level of the art. Here’s an example of his work from the Corning Museum of Glass (which is now high on my bucket list of places to visit!).

And here’s another of Ennion’s works from the Met just to prove that cobalt blue wasn’t the only color they used. It’s just my favorite.

By the late Roman Empire, in the 4th and 5th centuries AD glassmaking had reached its apogee; the cage-cup (diatretum) represents the extremes to which glassmakers would go for their art. Here’s a 4th century AD example from the Heritage museum Pljevja, Montenegro.

As I understand it, cage-cups were made by pouring two layers of (often) different colored glass together and then carving — yes, carving — the outer one into a delicate cage. One slip would ruin the whole thing. They often finished the cup off with a phrase carved along the top.

Of course, the marvel isn’t just that the ancients could make such gorgeous pieces but that so many survived largely intact. I wonder what, if any, of our belongings will still be around in two thousand years? Take a look around your abode and think about it. I know I will.

In the meantime, I hope you can enjoy a beautiful fall weekend!

*Anton Checkov

“To go with the drift of things, To yield with a grace to reason”*

by chuckofish

It is October! We are “back at school” but still on Zoom. Sigh. Thankfully, the weather is beautiful and fall-like and it is Friday. The leaves are turning, but we won’t hit peak for weeks here in flyover country.

The boy came over yesterday afternoon to help haul things out to the curb for (another) bulky trash pickup. We got rid of a lot of ‘stuff’ that daughter #1 and I bagged up over the last few weekends, plus some big items that were just taking up space.

The wee laddie accompanied his dad and when I was tidying up the living room before they went home, I found him …

…in the bag of Beanie Babies! Quel nutball!

I thought this article was typical of Apartment Therapy and there “must do,” right now, apocalyptic, “as the climate crisis grows more dire” attitude to everything, but it did get me thinking. If you had to leave home because of an emergency, what would you grab?

This was a thoughtful post about Raskolnikov and the Gospel of Luke and includes this provocative line, “Just prior to this, my mother had revitalized her commitment to the local Episcopal church after years of shoddy attendance.”

This is so true.

TCM will be celebrating 30 years of The Film Foundation in October so I am looking forward to watching a lot of good movies. Last night I watched one of my favorites: La Strada (1954), Fellini’s masterpiece.

“Its purpose is – how should I know? If I knew, I’d be…the Almighty, who knows everything. When you’re born. When you die. Who knows? No, I don’t know what this pebble’s purpose is, but it must have one, because if this pebble has no purpose, then everything is pointless. Even the stars! At least, I think so. And you too. You have a purpose too.”

I will be on my own this weekend, so it will be a quiet one. Believe me, I need one! How about you?

*Robert Frost, “Reluctance”

(Just about) 4 months old

by chuckofish

4 months — can you believe it? I think that means we’ve had a pandemic-baby longer than we had a pandemic-pregnancy. Ye gods.

I do not have a whole lot of news this week, which actually feels like a good thing: Katiebelle has settled into a real routine! We are happy to know all her little cues and how to respond them.

We sure do love our new drool bibs from Aunt Mary…
…and we sure do need them!!

The little babe does continue to grow bigger and bigger, and even graduated to the actual stroller seat (as opposed to the car seat, which can click into the stroller). She was thrilled to have the wiggle room and improved view of her parents and surroundings. (No way am I ready for her to face out yet!)

Jazz hands, much?

We are also endlessly amused by her facial expressions — Katie must take after her cousin Lottie.

She is hardcore judging us. Here’s hoping the weekend feels less like that, and more like this:

Footloose and fancy-free

“Where ya been?” “Gettin’ ready.”*

by chuckofish

I’m working from home in the afternoon for the rest of the week because October is going to be a busy, busy month. And let me tell you, I’m sitting here in my quiet sunroom and it is delightful. I also took a walk and reacquainted myself with my old friend, the river.

It is rather low these days. Don’t worry, I am planning an outdoor press conference on Monday so I’m sure Mid-MO will get some rain. Your plants can thank me.

All of the sudden it is Fall. The air is cool. And the light has changed. I have forgotten what it is like to need a jacket. I’m not complaining. Even if what used to be an oversized-sweatshirt is now appropriately sized.

A recent self-portrait.

This week I finished my little witch Halloween decoration. I’m not super into Halloween but for some reason I just liked this little witch. I stitched her almost entirely while participating in endless conference calls. The back is an orange gingham. I might add some cording around the edge–TBD.

As my mother mentioned, we continued working on the basement and foolishly went to an estate sale and bought more books. It seems that each Sunday when I return to my apartment, I have many, many trips from the car to make as I haul in my finds. If I were to ever write a memoir the title would either be:

I Need A Plate Stand

or

Where Can I Fit Another Bookshelf?

It’s a real problem. But somehow I struggle on.

*from a story Marty Stuart tells in this video.

Oh you blundering blunderer!

by chuckofish

Lot’s of famous actors were born on this day: Greer Garson, Gene Autry, Trevor Howard, Stanley Kramer, Brenda Marshall, Madeline Kahn…the list goes on and we could toast any of them. But I’m going to focus instead on someone who died on this day: the actor Edward Everett Horton, born in Brooklyn, New York in 1886.

Over his long acting career, Horton frequently played an eccentric friend or a butler…

…and you might remember his distinctive voice as the narrator of “Fractured Fairy Tales” on The Rocky and Bullwinkle Show (1959-61).

But who can forget him as the medicine man, Roaring Chicken on F Troop (1965-67), a show my DP and I loved as children?

With Frank de Kova (left) as Chief Wild Eagle

Indeed, Horton was one of those wonderful character actors who always stood out and added so much to every movie/TV show he was in.

Here’s a classic scene with the also great Eric Blore from Shall We Dance (1937).

Well, I am happy to remember Edward Everett Horton today and to toast him…with a pipkin of porter… a beaker of beer?

Enjoy your Tuesday!

(The painting is by Winslow Homer, whose birthday is today.)

“Between my finger and my thumb The squat pen rests”*

by chuckofish

My weekend sped by in a blur. I managed to finish Craig Johnson’s newest Longmire mystery, Next to Last Stand, so that daughter #1 could take it home with her. It was very enjoyable and, as usual, it made me want to pack it all in and move to Wyoming.

I could live here.

(At least part of the year…It does get cold in the winter.)

We worked more in the basement and found more Beanie Babies–monkeys!

We sorted through other boxes of toys and books and games. The wee babes are making out like bandits with new found treasures every week. A snow globe with penguins for Lottie…

…and this c. 1990 Little Tikes “sanitation truck” for the bud were huge hits this weekend. (We were missing the garbage man, but we found a substitute.)

This old wooden train is always a fave.

We are making progress. In one backward step, we went to an estate sale and bought some books (!) for which I have no bookshelf space, but c’est la vie.

When the wee babes came over on Saturday (their parents were going to a party–outside with social distancing, I’m sure) we watched Aladdin (1992) after playtime exhausted us. I had not seen it in probably 25 years. It was no doubt too intense for three-year olds, but they had already seen it, so I am not responsible for traumatizing them. Lottie put a blanket over her head during the scary parts.

When the babes went home, we finally got to have our weekly margaritas and relax. They were very much appreciated.

Sunday afternoon I listened to some podcasts and worked on my elephant needlepoint. One podcast I am listening to and enjoying is Poetry For All with Abram Van Engen, who is an associate professor of English at my flyover university, and another professor from Illinois Wesleyan University. This podcast is not just “for those who love poetry, but those who feel hesitant about it, even those who dislike it altogether.” Try it; you might like it! I find that poetry is good for what ails you.

It is going to be a stressful week for me and I will take it one day at a time. Amen. Praise God.

Because of the Lord’s great love we are not consumed,
    for his compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning;
    great is your faithfulness.
24 I say to myself, “The Lord is my portion;
    therefore I will wait for him.

Lamentations 3:22-24

*Seamus Heaney, “Digging”

Haven’t you heard of terrible Tim?

by chuckofish

“He eats lions for breakfast, and leopards for lunch, and gobbles them down with one terrible crunch. He could mix a whole city all up in a mess, he could drink up a sea or an ocean, I guess.”*

Well, it’s Terrible Tim’s birthday today and the mischievous lad is turning 25! Obviously, he’s long over nursery rhymes, so pardon my sentimentality, but it is a little mind-blowing that my youngest has achieved this milestone already — time’s winged feet and all that. I am happy to say that he has not lost the twinkle in his eye or his sense — like Scaramouche — that the world is mad. Here’s hoping that this year brings him all manner of happy adventures and blessings!

The rhyme quoted above seemed fitting not only for the name mentioned, but because it reminded me of tongue twisters and they reminded me that the DH and I spent last evening lost down the rabbit hole of odd pronunciations. The way humans torture words into sounding completely different from their spellings is mystifying to say the least. Consider, for example, the name Featherstonhaugh. Who, I ask you, would ever imagine that it is pronounced Fanshaw? Or what about the perfectly straightforward seeming Menzies? In Scotland the name is often pronounced Mingis (rhymes with sing)! Similarly, Talliofaroe becomes Tollifer, Wildboarclough becomes Wilbercluff and Dalziel is pronounced Dee-el. It’s almost as if the denizens of different countries do this on purpose to trick unsuspecting foreigners into making fools of themselves. Pronunciation is like a verbal secret handshake. Are you a member of the club or an ignorant plebe?

Everyone must grapple with this particular kind of diversity at some time or another. It can certainly be baffling and frustrating. My advice? Get interested and before you travel abroad (or, indeed, into parts of this country where people speak with a different accent) take the time to find out about how the locals pronounce their names.

Have a glorious weekend and if you can’t go out and have fun, stay home and learn something new!

*Mother Goose Rhyme

The last rose of summer

by chuckofish

Well, summer is really over. Our fall term starts on Monday and I am trying hard not to panic as the reality of a full-fledged online session looms. I am no Zoom expert, but I suppose people expect me to be. I will be winging it per usual.

It was a hard week and after I crashed each night I watched some old movie or another. I saw one really bad one–Going My Way (1944) which, of course, won seven Academy Awards, including Best Picture, Best Actor, Best Supporting Actor, Best Director, Best Script–good grief!

There was nothing “best” about this movie, but I guess people were in the mood for schmaltz as WWII bore on. This was phoney baloney all the way. Phooey. Even the song “Going My Way” (which also won the Oscar) is totally forgettable.

Bing Crosby plays Father Chuck O’Malley, who is transferred from his parish in East St. Louis, Illinois to a struggling church in New York City in order to help a “lovable” old priest played by Barry Fitzgerald, who pulls out all the Irish malarkey stops. I forced myself to watch the whole thing, but it was hard, like doing penance.

Going My Way was the highest grossing picture of 1944 and that obviously counted for a lot.

Every Catholic in America must have gone to see it, twice. Two great movies from 1944–Double Indemnity and Laura–didn’t even make it into the top 10!

We also watched Mr. Belvedere Rings the Bell (1951) which is the third in the Mr. Belvedere series starring Clifton Webb. (I read about this one here.) It is about an Episcopal old folks home where everyone is depressed, including the clergyman who runs it and the resident nurse who loves him.

Mr. Belvedere arrives (to do research) and turns things around. In my opinion, this is a much better movie, mostly due to the presence of Clifton Webb. But everyone is better. The direction is light and the story moves right along. Although there is no Irish crooning, Mr. Belvedere does get the nursing home residents to sing. It even features Zero Mostel in an early role.

Well, I am ready for the weekend. And I am taking my cue from the @madcapcottage boys:

I like that 2 pm rule. I guess I need a kicky sweater.

Have a good weekend!

Your weekly dose of darling

by chuckofish

Baby Katie is 16 weeks old!

We celebrated by dressing her up in one of the dresses her great-grandmother made and comparing babe and mom (wearing the dress way back when). I am not fishing for “She looks just like you!” comments, but it is definitely sweet to see her in the same dress and maybe a hint of the same smile 🙂

I didn’t have any Zoom calls yesterday, so I took the time for a full-on photoshoot, complete with a fuzzy blanket covering a boppy for a makeshift set.

One of the discoveries from Mamu’s basement clear-out: the matching bonnet for this dress!

I need to work on better clearing the background of photos and avoiding the backlight from the balcony, but I do what I can. You can’t really go wrong with a baby that cute, right?

In other news, the temps have gotten chillier, which means we’ve busted out some baby sweaters. Here’s a hand-me-down getup with bunny ears:

Katie loves to pull hoods and hats down over her face. It’s very dramatic when the sun shines on her face and she seems to take the initiative to shade herself. “My perfect porcelain skin!”

Perfect, indeed!