dual personalities

“Maybe we should just name our favorite sailing knot. I’ll start. The bowline.”

by chuckofish

Well, happy Wednesday, friends. I’m home from three arduous days in Columbia at another Unclaimed Property Auction. I wrote about an earlier auction in July. The office did two this year because we didn’t do any in 2020 or 2021. We’ve got to clean out some space for new items that are turned over beginning November 1. Oy.

Anyway, the auction was a big success, with high attendance. I tend to think everything we sell is interesting because it was valuable enough to someone that they wanted to save it. Even if that item is a collector’s set of American Chopper PEZ dispensers. One interesting item we had this year–a thousand dollar bill from 1928! It features Grover Cleveland and was discontinued in 1969.

It was a hot ticket item and sold for over $3,000.

In other news, I’ve transitioned from summer Rose back to the red blend. And from sandals to slippers in the house. My windows are open and the heat and air conditioning are off. We’ve had some beautiful weather and I hope it holds so we can go to the winery this weekend. Monday is Columbus Day so I don’t have to work! Quelle treat.

I’ll leave you Ephesians, which is where I am in my year-long quest to read the bible.

“Be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. Put on the whole armor of God that you might be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood but against the rulers, the authorities, against the cosmic powers over the present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places.” –Ephesians 6:10-12

*I thought I’d throw it back to the good old days when Brooklyn-99 was on Hulu with the blog title.

“Time bends. Space is boundless. It squashes a man’s ego. I feel lonely. That’s about it. “*

by chuckofish

Today we celebrate the birthday of movie actor Charlton Heston (1923-2008). Heston was made for the movies. With his fantastic 6′ 5″ physique and imposing persona, he was best playing historical (or biblical) characters or adventurers, especially ones who wore skimpy costumes. It was definitely a plus if he could take his shirt off.

Ben Hur
The Ten Commandments
Planet of the Apes

He was also great in The Naked Jungle (1954)–although he is never naked–and The Secret of the Incas (1954) where he served as the prototype for Indiana Jones.

He was good in westerns too, such as The Big Country (1957) where he is naked.

There are plenty of good movies to choose from–and bad ones too…

Earthquake
Major Dundee

I leave that to you to choose.

*George Taylor in Planet of the Apes (1968)

“O hushed October morning mild”*

by chuckofish

My weekend was a nice quiet one. The weather was beautiful. I went to a DAR meeting and to Target for the first time in a couple of years to buy a second car seat. On Saturday afternoon the OM and I attempted to install it, along with our other car seat in the SUV, but failed. Seriously you need an engineering degree and the strength of Hercules to do this. I accept that I lack these things, but it frustrates the OM mightily when he is unable to do such tasks easily. We had to ask the boy to come over and use his man strength and general know-how to accomplish this not-so-simple chore. C’est la vie.

I needed the two car seats because I wanted to pick up the wee twins and take them to church on Sunday so they wouldn’t miss again when their Dad was working. This I did. And all by myself since the OM went to the baseball game–the last home game of the season**. He would have benefited from hearing the sermon which was on the third commandment:

You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain, for the Lord will not hold him guiltless who takes his name in vain.

–Exodus 20:7

There was a lot of blaspheming during the carseat installation incident on Saturday.

Anyway, the twins were great and I got them in and out of their carseats (another engineering feat) and home safe and sound. Lottie filled me in on all the gossip.

It is October so I am beginning to watch some of my favorite Halloween-ish movies, i.e. ones dealing with the supernatural. First up was The Ghost and Mrs. Muir (1947) directed by Joseph Mankiewicz.

Rex Harrison stars as the ghost of a sea captain who appears to Gene Tierney’s young widow Lucy Muir when she moves into his Gull Cottage and dictates his “memoirs” to her. George Sanders is the children’s author who temporarily steals Mrs. Muir’s heart. Edna Best is Lucy’s devoted maid and Natalie Wood plays her daughter. It is a wonderful, subtle and genuinely haunting movie, beautifully photographed by Charles Lang. The score by Bernard Herrmann is perfection. Every time I see it, I like it more. This time I was struck by how much Gene Tierney reminded me of my friend Nicki, who died in January. This made me even more sad, but the OM had left during the opening credits, so I was free to weep throughout the movie.

Here’s the soundtrack suite from the movie. According to Wikipedia it was Bernard Herrmann’s personal favorite.

So watch The Ghost and Mrs. Muir, forebear to swear, and enjoy the lovely fall weather (if the hurricane missed you.)

Thanks, Mommy, but I prefer Toll House to these organic, gluten-free cookies

*”October” by Robert Frost–read it here.

**In his final Busch Stadium at-bat, Albert Pujols hit homerun #702 to tie Babe Ruth on MLB all-time RBI list. And the crowd went wild.

That country where it is always late in the year*

by chuckofish

My car windows were all frosted up this morning and the drive to work was misty and cool. The leaves are just beginning to turn; Fall is here. I’m afraid the last couple weeks have passed by in a blur. The DH and I have been suffering from the dreaded lurgy (i.e. croaky voice, runny nose and cough — not Covid) and it has put a damper on our seasonal adventures. All I want to do is transport myself to a John Singer Sargent painting and languish on an autumn river.

Or sit wrapped up in muslin or silk and just stare into space.

I’d even be willing to shroud myself in a black mosquito net if it meant I could lie still for a while.

You’ll notice a theme here. It all looks so comfortable, so cozy and so, so quiet. Like Virginia Wolff, “I want someone to sit beside after the day’s pursuit and all its anguish, after its listening, and its waitings, and its suspicions. After quarrelling and reconciliation I need privacy – to be alone with you, to set this hubbub in order.” That is, in fact, what the DH and I do every evening, at least until I go into our family room to watch TV. We relax and attempt to recharge. I’m quite sure that’s what everyone else does too. Perhaps all we need is some time to look at JSS paintings of ladies reclining. What do you think?

Have a good weekend and good luck recharging!

*Ray Bradbury

I look deep down

by chuckofish

We all have our pensive moods.

And when we do, it’s a good thing to have our quote books at the ready…

“Oh, grassy glades! oh ever vernal endless landscapes in the soul; in ye,—though long parched by the dead drought of the earthly life,— in ye, men yet may roll, like young horses in new morning clover; and for some few fleeting moments, feel the cool dew of the life immortal on them. Would to God these blessed calms would last. But the mingled, mingling threads of life are woven by warp and woof: calms crossed by storms, a storm for every calm. There is no steady unretracing progress in this life; we do not advance through fixed gradations, and at the last one pause:— through infancy’s unconscious spell, boyhood’s thoughtless faith, adolescence’ doubt (the common doom), then skepticism, then disbelief, resting at last in manhood’s pondering repose of If. But once gone through, we trace the round again; and are infants, boys, and men, and Ifs eternally. Where lies the final harbor, whence we unmoor no more? In what rapt ether sails the world, of which the weariest will never weary? Where is the foundling’s father hidden? Our souls are like those orphans whose unwedded mothers die in bearing them: the secret of our paternity lies in their grave, and we must there to learn it.”

And the same day, too, gazing far down from his boat’s side into that same golden sea, Starbuck lowly murmured:–“Loveliness unfathomable, as ever lover saw in his young bride’s eye!–Tell me not of thy teeth-tiered sharks, and thy kidnapping cannibal ways. Let faith oust fact; let fancy oust memory; I look deep down and do believe.”

–Moby-Dick, Herman Melville

We can also go to YouTube and line up our favorite movie scenes. Recently I saw someone’s list of the five best speeches in film. You can imagine what was on it: Jack Nicholson In A Few Good Men, Mel Gibson in Braveheart, Russell Crowe in Gladiator and so on. Ho hum.

These are the five that came immediately to my mind:

Gregory Peck in Twelve O’Clock High

Olivia de Havilland in The Adventures of Robin Hood

John Wayne in The Searchers

Burl Ives in The Big Country…

Gene Hackman in Hoosiers

Watch them all–they’re short. They’re like quotes from Moby-Dick. They whet your appetite for the whole great thing. And they remind you why you are on this journey in the first place.

For the victory of battle standeth not in the multitude of an host; but strength cometh from heaven.

–1 Maccabees 3:19

And here’s one more, for good measure. Leslie Howard in The Petrified Forest:

A few notables

by chuckofish

Well, happy Wednesday, readers. I do not have a lot this week–my mother already covered my exciting weekend adventure. On Sunday (thru Tuesday), I’ll be up in Columbia for the Unclaimed Property Auction. Not going to lie, I’m pretty excited to see this.

Check out what passes for a clever headline in the capital city newspaper. I mean, talk about a news flash. Sometimes, I really think I am becoming the facepalm emoji.

In other exciting news, check out the fog over the river I spotted this morning on the way to work.

I am also on the hunt for cute Christmas fabric to make a dress for sweet Katiebelle. I’ve hit the minimal options in Jefferson City and have been pretty uninspired.

Cute, but not the right vibe.

Finally, I finished John Adams, and I’ve moved on to reading about Theodore Roosevelt’s childhood. McCullough makes the case that Adams was one of the most important figures in early American history but who doesn’t get much credit for everything he did. His critics painted him as vain and emotional and that’s how history has remembered him. As an old man, in a letter to his son John Quincy, Adams wrote, “Rejoice always in all events, be thankful always for all things is a hard precept for human nature, and in my religion a perfect duty.” He wasn’t wrong. A good reminder for the middle of the week.

Oh, here I am ‘neath the blue, blue sky a-doin’ as I please!

by chuckofish

Last week I read Anne Tyler’s latest book. It was quick and easy and not very thought-provoking. Her books are all the same now–about some average white, middle class family whose members don’t seem to get along but who are remotely devoted to one another. Her characters inhabit a godless universe where no one really seems to care much about anything. But come to think of it, maybe that is the depressing world that most people live in today. To me it feels alien and empty.

Daughter #1 returned my copy of The Lincoln Highway, because it is the next book to be discussed in my church women’s book club. I will have to re-read/skim it because, although I read it last fall, I forget books as fast as I read them.

My DP mentioned on Friday that Hilary Mantel had died. This was, indeed, sad, but not surprising, news. She had been sick for a long time and wrote those three last great novels despite being very ill. She was a brave soul who had something to say.

As the word of God spreads, the people’s eyes are opened to new truths. Until now…they knew Noah and the Flood, but not St. Paul. They could count over the sorrows of our Blessed Mother, and say how the damned are carried down to Hell. But they did not know the manifold miracles and sayings of Christ, nor the words and deeds of the apostles, simple men who, like the poor of London, pursued simple wordless trades. The story is much bigger than they ever thought it was….you cannot tell people just part of the tale and then stop, or just tell them the parts you choose. They have seen their religion painted on the walls of churches, or carved in stone, but now God’s pen is poised, and he is ready to write his words in the books of their hearts.

–Wolf Hall

The great thing about Hilary Mantel is that she did not think religion in the sixteenth was just a tool used to wield power by kings and popes and countries. She understood that it really meant something to people like Thomas Cromwell. Yes, he used his power to great effect; he was a political genius. But there was more to him than just that. She understood that Thomas More, who wanted to keep the Word out of the hands of the people, was the real monster.

Here’s a good post from Anne Kennedy, who is back from her lengthy summer break. I missed her a lot.

Today is the birthday of Johnny Appleseed (1744-1845)! Let’s all take a moment to sing along with Johnny from Walt Disney’s 1948 film Melody Time, made when Disney was reflecting a very different America. We used to sing this song at bedtime when my kids were little. We also sang it as a grace at snack time when I taught Sunday School back in the day. I’ll have to teach it to the twins.

I owe the Lord so much
For everything I see
I’m certain if it weren’t for Him
There’d be no apples on this limb
He’s been good to me

Let us love and sing and wonder*

by chuckofish

How was your weekend? We had lovely weather here in flyover country. Daughter #1 had a TV thing on Friday afternoon here in town, so she stayed over and on Saturday we went adventuring to St. Genevieve, Missouri, a town neither of us had ever been.

Ste. Genevieve was established in the 1750s by French colonists, when the territory west of the Mississippi River was part of French Louisiana. It became the principle civic center of the region, and continued to be so when the area passed into Spanish control with the Treaty of Paris in 1763. The original site of Ste. Genevieve, about 3 miles south of the present city, was severely damaged by major flooding in 1785. The city was relocated to its present site on higher ground over the next ten years. 

Ste. Genevieve is home to one of the highest concentrations of French colonial architecture known as poteaux en terre, or post in ground, and Poteaux-sur-sol, or post on sill. Both of these styles involve construction of walls consisting of vertical logs.

We visited the Felix Valle State Historic Site…

…and several interesting new museums…

…where we learned about dinosaurs in the region (!) and the Revolutionary War battle of Fort San Carlos in St. Louis, a battle about which I knew nothing. (The Spanish Militia and some local Frenchmen marched the 50 miles up to St. Louis to fight off the mercenary Indians. It was really not much of a battle.) The fort was right about where Busch Stadium is now.

We checked out the DAR marker…

…and the Mighty Mississippi…

…before heading over to the Chaumette Vineyards and Winery for lunch.

It was beautiful and the lunch was delicious! This dog came and sat with us. We didn’t mind.

We also enjoyed the musical stylings of Brian Tobin whom we had heard at our other favorite winery–Wild Sun. He provided the seventies playlist that we love.

All in all we spent a lovely day and we were reminded once again that Missouri is a very beautiful state. Why would anyone want to live anywhere else?

Os Guinness, who was in town for a conference, was supposed to preach on Sunday, but he didn’t feel well so some Covenant Seminary professor pinch hit. It was disappointing, but the large congregation shook the building with their singing.

Speaking of pinch-hitting, Albert Pujols hit his 699th and 700th homerun in Friday’s game, becoming the fourth player in MLB history to reach that mark. Pujols hit his first career home run in April of 2001 as a Cardinal rookie. I am not much of a baseball fan anymore, but I am happy and proud for Albert.

And high fives to the Chick-fil-A employee who foiled a carjacking at a restaurant in Florida. As John Crist says, “Chick-fil-A employees are next level…the Lord has their back.”

Have a blessed day! Happy fall!

*#172, John Newton

Mythical Friday

by chuckofish

While looking for illustrations of Greek myths, I came across some wonderful Pre-Raphaelite paintings, and I thought I would share a few of them this morning. Greek myth was the perfect subject for the overwrought Pre-Raphaelites. It’s full of pretty, half-naked nymphs and twisted plots. Take, for example, John Collier’s take on the mysterious Oracle at Delphi as she sits with her laurel branch over her hallucinogenic fumes.

John Roddam Spence Stanhope’s (that’s a mouthful) Orpheus and Eurydice is also darkly effective, though Orpheus’ drapery is unusual to say the least.

Much as I like the other two, this painting by John William Waterhouse of water nymphs charming Hylas takes ominous to another level.

The Oracle at Delphi and Orpheus and Eurydice are subjects that require a certain dark mystery, and the artists manage to convey that well. But Hylas and the water nymphs is deceptive. At first glance it seems pretty and romantic, but if you know the story and look again, something else emerges – the nymphs have a certain inhuman, predatory quality that is unsettling. Poor Hylas was a member of Jason’s expedition. One day he encountered the nymphs when he stopped at a pond to get a drink. The nymphs beguiled him and he disappeared never to be found. Hercules refused to continue with the Argonauts and spent a lot of time looking for Hylas without success.

If you are at all acquainted with Greek mythology, you’ll know that the ones depicted here are among the most straightforward and least twisted. Let’s just leave it at that. Have a wonderful weekend and do not let beautiful but soulless things beguile you!

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A sad Friday update: my son just shared that Hilary Mantel, the author of the incomparable Wolf Hall and its sequels, as well as the excellent Place of Greater Safety, has passed away. She was a visionary writer who knew how to approach history and imagine a world beyond the present.

The BBC obituary quotes her:

“The essence of the thing is not to judge with hindsight, not to pass judgement from the lofty perch of the 21st Century when we know what happened,” she said.

“It’s to be there with them in that hunting party at Wolf Hall, moving forward with imperfect information and perhaps wrong expectations, but in any case moving forward into a future that is not pre-determined, but where chance and hazard will play a terrific role.”

She will be missed! Rest in peace, wonderful Hilary.

Thursday musings

by chuckofish

It is finally cooling off in flyover country–thank goodness. Fall is officially here by the way, so I am ready to switch to turtlenecks anytime soon.

Meanwhile I am immersed in bible study–both my daily reading and my weekly study of Hebrews. Phew. It is a lot. Currently in Ezekiel, The Lord is saying things like:

“Because you have spoken nonsense and envisioned lies, therefore I am indeed against you.”

–13:8

Things never change. Isn’t that oddly comforting? I think so too.

Also, in case you were interested, I am now a person who uses “Bible Safe Gel Highlighters”.

In other news, since Tuesday was Sophia Loren’s birthday, I watched Legend of the Lost (1956) starring John Wayne, Rossano Brazzi and Sophia. Even though it was beautifully filmed on location in Libya by Jack Cardiff, directed by Henry Hathaway and boasted big international stars, it was not a box office hit.

It has always been a favorite of mine. Sophia, who looks sensational even when hot and sweaty, and John Wayne make an appealing and believable pair. The duke is a match for Sophia any day and she seems to appreciate that.

Last week I watched Mutiny on the Bounty (1962)–another re-telling of the real-life mutiny of the HMS Bounty in 1789 by Fletcher Christian–when it was on TCM. Shot in widescreen Ultra Panavision on location at enormous cost, it nevertheless flopped at the box office and I can understand why. Most critics blamed its star Marlon Brando, who was mocked for his English accent and foppish airs. I was prepared to laugh as well, but I have to say I thought Marlon was pretty good. Sure, he was a pain on set and terrible to work with, but his acting was fine and he is really, really handsome.

He tried to play Fletcher Christian as a man who was changed by his experience aboard the ship and he does that rather well. He is not a hero at the beginning, but he is by the end. (Contrast this with Clark Gable’s 1935 portrayal in which he is a hero from the get-go.)

However, I found the movie to be slow, and despite all the sturm and drang of fighting the weather and the elements, boring. Also, Trevor Howard as Bligh left a lot to be desired. Anyway, I did watch the whole thing, so that says something–probably that Marlon Brando held my interest.

Truman Capote wrote an interesting profile of Marlon Brando for The New Yorker in 1957 called “The Duke in His Domain,” which I re-read after seeing this movie. He seems to prove the point he made another time when he said, “The better the actor, the more stupid he is.” Whatever. Brando was a good actor.