dual personalities

Happy Birthday Virginia Woolf, part II…on a (slightly) happier note

by chuckofish

I confess that this dualpersonality is not a huge fan of Virginia Woolf. However, a passage from Orlando, which struck a note with house-loving me, describes the fate of Knole Park in Kent, which is a bigger house than anyone but a Renaissance monarch should live in (and Henry VIII did own it for a while) and looks like this:

It ended up belonging to the Sackville-Wests and Virginia Woolf, a friend of Vita Sackville-West, spent a lot of time there. In Orlando her main character

…passed down the gallery whose floor was laid with whole oak trees sawn across. Rows of chairs with all their velvets faded stood ranged against the wall holding their arms out for Elizabeth, for James, for Shakespeare it might be, for Cecil, who never came.

the brown gallery at Knole House

The sight made her gloomy. She unhooked the rope that fenced them off. She sat on the Queen’s chair; she openeed a manuscript book lying on Lady Betty’s table; she stirred her fingers in the aged rose leaves; she brushed her short hair with King James’ silver brushes; she bounced up and down upon his bed (but no king would ever sleep there again, for all Louise’s new sheets) and pressed her cheek against the worn silver counterpane that lay upon it.

King James' bed Knole house

But everywhere were little lavender bags to keep the moth out and little printed notices, “Please do not touch”, which, though she had put them there herself, seemed to rebuke her. The house was no longer hers entirely, she sighed. It belonged to time now; to history; was past the touch and control of the living. Never would beer be spilt here anymore, she thought…or holes burnt in the carpet. Never two hundred servants come running and brawling down the corridors with warming pans and great branches for the great fire-places. Never would ale be brewed and candles made and saddles fashioned and stone shaped in the workshops outside the house. Hammers and mallets were silent now. Chairs and beds were empty; tankards of silver and gold were locked in glass cases. The great wings of silence beat up and down the empty house.

Now I don’t much care about the goings-on of aristocrats and the American in me finds those English estates (and, indeed, many of our own) over the top, but I can’t help feeling sorry for any house that has become a museum even as I’m glad it’s been preserved. I think Virginia Woolf perfectly understood that and beautifully described the way the past lingers in an empty house. So Happy Birthday, Virginia!

Happy birthday, Virginia Woolf

by chuckofish

Virginia Woolf was born Adeline Virginia Stephen on this date in 1882. Fifty-nine years later she waded into the River Ouse, her pockets filled with stones, and drowned on March 28, 1941. The author of many essays and well-known novels, she also wrote one of the great suicide notes of all time:

Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier ’til this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that – everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer. I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been. V

Really, don’t you think so? I am not being glib. You have to hand it to Virginia–she really did not want Leonard to feel guilty about what she was doing. And she must have felt that she had no choice. This makes me want to watch The Hours with Nicole Kidman and Meryl Streep and Ed Harris wearing the rocket ship bathrobe from Garnet Hill.